09/18/2026
TW su***de attempt!! Reader discretion advised!
Soooo I guess you could call me a bit of a rebel 😎
But don’t worry, I live, bi***es!
I want to be super upfront about all this in case it helps someone else who is struggling currently. About 48hrs ago and then again about 40hrs ago I made two separate attempts to go down the sewer slide (censoring for Instagram). I will not go into how I made these attempts but after the second one, I called an ambulance, told them what I’d done and why I’d done it and they took me to the ER. I haven’t been allowed to have my phone or basically anything but a blank and empty room for the last two days. My amazing team who I love so incredibly much has stepped up they took over while I’m in recovery.
Please be patient with them as this was a very sudden change for all of us and they are truly doing amazing to pick up the slack for me.
Lastly, I want to say that if you are in a similar situation and you are also finding yourself with the same kind of thoughts I’d been having, I hope you know that someone out there loves you. *I* love you and there are people who will miss you and mourn you when you’re gone. Please stay here for those who love you❤️ All of us here at Paws and Pumpkins Reacue love you and your furry friends very much 💜