08/18/2026
Have you ever felt like your grief created spiritual mayhem inside you?
When your child dies, even the faith you have held onto for years can feel shaken. Questions come. Confusion comes. Anger may come. You may find yourself wondering what you believe anymore and trying to make sense of something that feels impossible to understand.
In this episode of the Grieving Parents Sharing Hope Podcast, I sit down with my new friend Becky Russell, a bereaved mom who lost her daughter Jaylen in a tragic car accident. Becky and I talk honestly about what happened to her faith after Jaylen died and what it means to experience a disorientation of faith in the midst of grief.
We begin exploring four foundational parts of our worldview: origin, morality, meaning, and destiny, and how what we believe about these things can deeply affect the way we process the death of our child. Because grief doesn't just affect our hearts. It can cause us to wrestle with the very foundation of how we understand life, God, and eternity.
You don't have to be afraid of the questions. You don't have to pretend your faith hasn't been shaken. And you don't have to have everything figured out today. Sometimes, hope begins with simply remembering this: God is with us all the time, and all the time, God is with us.
Even when we don't understand. Even when we can't feel Him. Even when our hearts are asking questions we never imagined we'd have to ask, He is still with us.
If you're walking through the spiritual side of grief, I hope you'll listen to “Spiritual Mayhem” and join Becky and me for this honest conversation. And come back next week for Part 2 as we continue talking about meaning and destiny, two questions that can become especially profound after the death of a child.
Follow GPS Hope for more encouragement on your unwanted journey of child loss. If you know another grieving parent who may be wrestling with questions about faith, please share this episode with them.
Watch the full podcast episode on YouTube: https://youtu.be/_Tt0uk06fLk
Offering Hope Through Him,
Laura Diehl, GPS Hope