09/18/2026
🌟 Let's celebrate recovery m💜nth.
September is Recovery Month, which is why we wanted to celebrate some of our team member's recovery.
Tara: Care Coordinator
"I did the pokey smokey, but I turned my life around.
I started trying to fill a void that felt like a black hole, starting at the age of 13. I fell in love with the people, places and things that alcohol and drugs introduced me too. I never knew that what I was feeling was a crippling anxiety of being alone. I grew up as an only child, my mother was working evening and night shifts, I was unable to sit with myself - so I did the next best thing ------ I partied for the next 24 years.
Much of the same as any other recovering addict, I wanted to die many times, and each time I used, I was subconsciously waiting to die. I had been in trouble with the law since I was 13, continuing on in my adulthood ending my total of felonies at 9 by the time I actually got clean at 37 years old.
I abandoned my children to stay high. I did not lose anything; I willingly gave everything that would prevent me from using, away. I had to see my children in supervised visitation; and this killed me. I went from a functioning addict who had a job, took her kid to gymnastics and girl scouts, to a ju**ie that couldn't keep a needle out of my arm.
I harmed myself on levels that I didn't deserve. I harmed my family; I was deep rooted in shame and guilt and could not face them. I harmed my community because I was out on the streets doing the most to stay high.
Today I am 6 years clean. I am an active member in a 12-step program, I use the knowledge I have learned in this program to completely change my internal narrative. I essentially changed my mind about everything I thought I knew. I now love sitting by myself in quiet rooms, I love to hear myself celebrate little wins. I care about consequences today; I have a conscious that is healthy and forever reaching for more growth. Because of my effort in my recovery, I am trusted to help people in my community, in fact it's my job - talk about turning my pain into a purpose. I am so grateful to be a part of a solution, and to be able to share this with people I work with daily.
I have also earned my children's trust and respect; they are my biggest cheerleaders; they enjoy going on the road with me when I am asked to speak at recovery events. I have chosen to be a mom, the best mom I can be, for the last 6 years. They trust what they see when they look at me, and that is my most valued asset today.
I am not cured, all I have is this moment. I have decided that today I will not use, today I will choose to live. I learned 6 years ago that "I can't, but WE can".