08/19/2026
Say HELLO to one of the new faces around here- TAYLOR EMENHISER!
For more than 15 years, I was trapped in vigorous cycle of addiction. Alcohol and drugs became the things I turned to in order to numb the pain. Beneath those addictions was a wounded heart carrying years of physical abuse, mental abuse, emotional abuse as well as coping with the loss of close family members and friends to unexpected natural causes, addiction, horrific accidents, su***de. I felt broken, ashamed, angry, lost, and confused.
Instead of facing my pain, I ran from it. I searched for relief in temporary pleasures and destructive habits. No matter how much I drank, how many drugs I used, or how many unhealthy choices I made, the emptiness remained. The pain was still there when the high wore off. I was trying to fill a void that only God could fill but I didn't truly know who He was.
For a long time, I believed I was too far gone. I believed the lies that I was damaged beyond repair and that God could never truly love someone like me. The enemy used my past, my addictions, and my failures to keep me chained in guilt, shame, and bo***ge.
I knew in my heart I needed something more, I cried out to the Lord, begging him to save me and He did. As I began seeking Him with an honest heart, something started to change. I realized that God was not wanting to punish me—He was waiting with open arms to receive me. I experienced His love in a way I never had before. Through prayer, Scripture, repentance, and surrender, He began healing wounds that I had carried for most of my life. I got baptized for the first time on December 28th, 2025.
Today, I stand as living proof that God still delivers, heals, restores, and redeems. My past is not my testimony—God's grace is my testimony. The same Jesus who saved me from addiction, despair, and destruction can save anyone who calls upon His name.
I am not who I used to be. I am forgiven. I am redeemed. I am a child of God.
"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” Jeremiah 29:11