11/02/2026
This post is for those of you that follow and support Free Animal Doctor specifically. I, Ryan Boyd, who founded the non-profit, want to tell you something personal.
In my 30's I had a serious medical event. I almost died, and spent two weeks in ICU (intensive care, in hospital). For much of that time I was pretty helpless in a hospital bed. I know what it is like to be completely dependent on others, and wanting to endear yourself to them as much as possible.
The nurse that is drawing blood, the orderly moving your bed to the MRI machine, whoever.... you are completely at their mercy. You are in their world, and you are powerless.
So when I see these videos of Larry at the vet, I cannot help but think he is in that same situation I was, but even more so. He is wagging his tail, he is being friendly, but really he is scarred.
At least I knew where I was and what was happening. He doesn't. He doesn't understand he is in a vet hospital. He doesn't know these people are helping him. I knew that, and it was still a terrifying and humbling experience. I imagine what it must be like for him.
So when I see this little guy wag his tail, when I see him react in a friendly but guarded way, I connect with it. I know what is going on in his mind. And I feel for him. And I see it in his face and behavior.
Anyway, I don't have any grand statement to make or any grand appeal. I guess if I have something to say, it is this: What you see here is survival. Is he a good dog? Yes, he is a kind, happy and friendly dog. But what he is doing now is surviving in a scary world he does not understand, but which he hopes will be as kind to him as it can be. I see hope and fear, and thought.
Ok, so I guess I do have something to say. It was said by Rabbi Moshe Cordovero sometime in the 16th century:
"Just as God is merciful, so should you be merciful… In doing so, one partakes of the divine activity of healing the world."
Or if you prefer something out of the Judo/Christian/Islamic tradition, then the Indian monk Shantideva in the 9th century:
“For as long as space endures, and for as long as living beings remain, until then may I too abide to dispel the misery of the world.”
OK, that's all. Thanks for reading this far! Here is the link to Larry's fundraiser:
https://freeanimaldoctor.org/campaigns/larry-2/