08/19/2026
Warning Long Very REAL Post:
" I showered today." " I spent 8 hrs during the day sleeping but I did get up and shower.
People ask me at times "Why do you do Xpose Hope Pasco, why do you care soo much for others?"
Because I AM Others...
I have my own battles... currently I am struggling with My Manic Depression... I have had it since high school. I am on meds, I have a counselor (whom I spoke with this week). I have a great family and friends who keep checking on me.
But, I still stuggle... I have been struggling with migraines for 2 yrs and am in perimenopause...I have gone to many doctors visits, I have changed meds multiple times, I have had mris and blodwork galore.
This week it has all just caught up... so for 3 days I haven't showered. I haven't left the house unless necessary (always to help others). When I am home I barely eat but I do. I love on my grandbaby, I talk to others on the phone, I continue to help others with resources....because it is easier to help others than it is to fix yourself. I read (my mental Escape). But today as my husband cleaned the house and took the baby to school and now to church...all I could do is sleep... to turn off the noise...to pray...to cry.
I got an email about a looming deadline so I went online and finished a certification...and now I showered. 2 goals for one day!
So why do I give sooo much of myself to others? Simple...because when I am down others have given to me.
We are all in the world together, we are connected... so when I can I help.
Xpose Hope Pasco is about Loving one another NO Matter what challenge they face.... homeless, drug addict, stripper, LGBTQ, single mom (or dad), person simply struggling. We care because EACH team member has lived a life that has been broken and someone HELPED...I don't just let anyone on this team... life experience hard as that is matters.
Because Xpose Hope Pasco is that "HOPE and Love from God to others" because sometimes that is ALL someone really needs to get up and Shower when it is too hard to do anything else.
Not everyone has a network of family and friends... I am Blessed to have that and in return to BE that Network for others.
Tomorrow Night I Will Be in the Clubs with my team...we will hug and love on all those who allow it...because some days that is just what we need...and if they need more my number is in every bag!
God Loved Us 1st... Holly Nesm Michael Pratt Carol Ninteau Phillis Pratt Martin