11/01/2026
From our daily journal, The Miracles Revealed:
November 1
*An illness, which only a spiritual experience will conquer*
In the Big Book, on page 34, in the second paragraph, it says:
“Many of us felt that we had plenty of character. There was a tremendous urge to cease forever. Yet we found it impossible. This is the baffling feature of alcoholism as we know it—this utter inability to leave it alone, no matter how great the necessity or the wish.”
Today I realize that, before I recovered in Recoveries Anonymous, I was often overwhelmed by guilt. I felt this guilt because I could not do things that I now know were impossible for me to do. I could not solve my problems or stop my behaviors, no matter how much I wanted to, needed to, or tried to.
I now know that only a spiritual experience could stop me from harming others, or myself.
In R.A., I learned a very simple analogy about the weather that helped to put things in perspective for me. It was pointed out that, since I could easily recognize that there was nothing I could do to control the weather, I did not take responsibility for the weather.
Since I know that I am not responsible for the weather, I don’t assume any guilt when the weather doesn’t turn out the way I want. I don’t feel I failed! I have learned to transfer this concept of absolute powerlessness to my problems and behaviors.
Thanks to Recoveries Anonymous, I now recognize that I am as absolutely, totally, and completely powerless over my problems and behaviors as I am over the weather. I am now free from the guilt I felt because I could not do the impossible.
By working all Twelve Steps within R.A., I have developed a conscious contact with a loving God. He now does for me what I could not do for myself. He has granted me a spiritual experience. He has restored me to sanity. I have recovered and no longer hurt others, or myself.
In the Big Book, on page 44, in the first paragraph, it says:
“If, when you honestly want to, you find you cannot quit entirely, or if when drinking, you have little control over the amount you take, you are probably alcoholic. If that be the case, you may be suffering from an illness which only spiritual experience will conquer.”
The Miracles Revealed ✨