10/22/2026
Coming home to my beloved Hawaiʻi, I’m carrying more than luggage. A brand-new knee, a healing body, and a heart bruised by weeks of physical pain and emotional trauma navigating a healthcare system that too often forgets the human behind the medical chart.
But I’m also carrying something far more powerful.
JOY. GRATITUDE. LOVE. And a renewed appreciation for LIFE!
Today is especially meaningful. My sweet mama would have turned 90. I lost her when she was only 50, far too young, with so much love and living left to share.
At 69, I joke that every time I lose another original body part, whether it’s a molar or part of my knee, I’m getting a little closer to Mama! 😜❤️
Not that I’m rushing our reunion! There’s still plenty of living, loving, laughing, writing, gardening, and troublemaking ahead!
This healing journey has reminded me of something profound.
Positivity isn’t pretending everything is wonderful. It’s discovering that joy and pain can coexist without allowing pain to steal the beauty of living.
I’ve cried, felt frightened, angry, and vulnerable. But I’ve also laughed, soaked up sunshine, embraced the love of family and friends, and found healing through nature and writing.
Trauma doesn’t disappear with positive thinking. Healing takes time, compassion, and support. But joy gives us something beautiful to hold on to along the way.
And today, that joy is coming HOME! 🌺
Back to my beloved island, the ocean, my gardens, my animals, and the healing embrace of Mother Nature.
There will be time to tell the whole story, advocate for change, and turn painful experiences into meaningful SOULUTIONS.
For now, I’m celebrating LIFE and the extraordinary gift my mama gave me.
My life.
So, dear gentle readers, whatever pain you’re carrying today, find one little pocket of joy.
A sunrise, a warm embrace, a favorite memory, or simply the miracle of another day.
Nurture it. Share it. Let it shine.
Joy may not erase our scars, but it can illuminate the beauty growing around them.
Happy heavenly 90th birthday, sweet Mama! I’ll carry your love across the Pacific and all the way home.