08/15/2026
I RAN FOR MY LIFE. Thats why I ended up in the ER. I didnt tell anyone why I was running until few days later, it went by, cause I was just crying and in a state of unbelievable fear.
One week later, I'm still crying.
That evening, I met a black friend, to hang out, share ideas, trying to figure things out.
So when I returned, there was another lady, so the three of us chatted. This room was unusual. Art on the wall, memorabilia, but the mattress was off. The other day, I took a rest, and there was bungy cords wrapped around, and a futon stick. I didnt take much notice, I was tired, needed to rest. I dozed off.
But this time, the mattress had a tube, and it was uneven. The lady talked a little, then she sniffled. Then she left after a couple of hours. My friend Marco, said hold on, we gonna go outside, but he had to use the toilet. Meanwhile, I sat by myself waiting. I felt strange, so I grabbed my bag and jetted out of there running. I ran down the hall, the door seemed locked, so I went to the other door. I ran down the stairs, out into the field. I was breathing hard, im outta shape, and with a back pack. I stopped, but my panick, my anxiety, I was breathing heavily, I ran to the next building, and there a Samoan lady was there. I told her to call the ambulance, I needed help. I said someone may be following me. I was scared. I couldnt phantom the idea of what I was going to see. All kinds of thoughts were running through my head. Could it be a loved one? Where they in an airbag suffocating? I didnt know.
And this room, as I mentioned was set up with spider man, batman, marine, memorabilia.
It was unusual, it was a clue. This is how they are trying to tell me whatever it is. Bungee chords across the mattress.
It took me awhile, I didnt tell anyone, why I was running, they wouldnt believe me anyway.
The ambulance arrived, and I was afraid of them, not knowing if I could trust them either. No one, the ambulance, I couldnt trust anyone.
The hospital looked different, so I questioned where am I. I wasnt going inside, it didnt look like queen west. Also a long long ride there, I believe the lights were out on the road. Cops following the ambulance.
At the ER, I was put into a waiting room listening and watching tv, to a voice It soothed me. A TV show I watched and listened to
The nurse wanted to move me inside. All the rooms were full. Then I recognized 2 familiar people, one guy standing, one guy behind me trying to say something to the other person, and one woman sitting down. I felt scared, I didnt want to be in there. The nurse wanted to move me to another bed, a bed in the corner. I would have to walk past two of these people, which I did not want to do. I told the nurse I dont feel comfortable. She demanded, i said the guy behind me appears to be angry. She kept telling me, "No, hes not angry." Repeatedly. I said, Im not gonna argue, and Id rather wait in the waiting room, because those are some of my enemies. She said I couldnt do that, so I found myself at heads with this fricken nurse. Im like wtf!! Im not gonna sit next to a bunch of enemies, and this bxtch ass nurse didnt care at all about what I was feeling and the reason why I was there. In addition, putting me in the corner in a room that said 'vacant'. Someone else said it was a storage room. By this point, I demanded a few security guards cause not only I dont trust the nurse, I dont trust the other patients. I also asked to make a phone call to a family member so at least I could tell them I was at the hospital. They lied, they said, when I go downstairs back to the ER, I could make a phone call. They lied.
They said the beds were marked yellow. The room door was opened, i glanced inside, it looked like a room set up for procedure, my thoughts they been feeding off my emotions, was a room to remove testicular balls, and at least 4-5 patients were in line.
While I was upstairs walking the floors, I looked outside the windows, cause the hospital has been under construction for the past 2 months. This added to my anxiety and untrust. I looked out the window and it looked like grave sites. Yes boxes, appearing over dug out holes. When I looked, they began working as if these are electrical boxes to be placed. A mass grave site for people to be buried. I've seen this before in Kapolei. Cement booms, early morning, making to appear like people are being buried.
Is this true for me to see, or is this Hollywood, another movie in the making?
I dont need this shxt. This is NOT a Halloween prank. Why am I caught up in this shxt?
They want me to go crazy. The nurse was absolutely rude. What I may have learned, if its still there, is that at Queens West Oahu, in the corner, there is a room, there is a table, it had plastic all over, the light said occupied/vacant.
They gave me 3 shots. I went to sleep, I was groggy.
It was not a storage room.
Then the security, the filipino one, he challenged me.
I left around 7pm. I walked, and headed towards Waipahu. I had to cross the freeway.
I went to McDonalds, and ate, then I went by the apartments across from the Post office. I talked to a Hawaiian man, he helped me. I was still tired and groggy. He popped up a tent, and I went to sleep. Thank you, I want to thank him. Aug. 2026
