For this reason I was born.When I was about 7 ,my family had brought in a man to come and live with us and work at the thrift store we were running.He picked me and my little sister up from school and we would wait at the shop for grandma or my aunt whom I have called mum about my whole life as I lost my mum when i was three.i remember him taking me at the back of the shop behin those clothes,lay
me on the table,pout my sister who was a year younger than I on top of me and he would tell us to act like we were making out you know yapa dress kind of stuff and while we were at it,he would have his hands in mhy panties and sometimes stivk his p***s in my no go area and it would hurt.He stopped everytime I sobbed,he would do that even at home sometimes when he was babysitting.Did I tell anyone?I was too scared to let anyone in but as I got older and listened to defilement cases on radio or tv,i started to get bitter,why didnt any one ever notice?How could they not have seen?So I withdrew to my own little world and whenever I played back those instances in my head, I could literally smell him but Yahweh! sigh.He has a way of reaching into your deepest hurts and secrets.I did speak to my grandmother about it many years later,she was the only person I could open upto about it,I needed to remember that man's name,where he was from,who was he?,where was he? and of course like most people of old,she advised that some secrets should be kept to keep the family together ...I BELIEVE VERY STRONGLY THAT YOU CANNOT LEAD PEOPLE TO A PLACE YOU HAVE NEVER BEEN and that is why the beautiful mahogany project is very important to me! I have come to learn that most survivors of sexual abuse have a problem with intimacy.Trust and hope all too often get replaced with fear, bitterness, hopelessness, resentment or anger/rage. Additionally, these feelings lead to a need/desire to self-medicate bringing about struggles with addiction, mental health issues and sadly, often another generation of probable future antisocial/criminal behaviors. I have heard stories far much worse than my own, and seen how much damage such trauma can do to a person if not dealt with,it is for this reason among others that my team and I would love more than anything to speak to your clubs in school,youth groups,women's meetings,church meetings and even in the work place.I will say it again,some secrets should be told! If you or someone you know is a survivor of in**st or any other type of childhood sexual abuse/trauma, we can help. For bookings.....
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