12/07/2022
This week has been a particularly bad one. I felt this distance between me and Heavenly Father. One night while trying to put my baby boy to sleep I started humming one of my favourite primary songs called 'A Child's Prayer':
Heavenly Father, are you really there?
And do you hear and answer ev’ry child’s prayer?
Some say that is far away,
But I feel it close around me as I pray.
Heavenly Father, I remember now
Something that Jesus told disciples long ago:
“Suffer the children to come to me.”
Father, in prayer I’m coming now to thee.
Pray, he is there;
Speak, he is listening.
You are his child;
His love now surrounds you.
He hears your prayer;
He loves the children.
Of such is the kingdom, the kingdom of heaven.
While humming the song, I started to cry. The spirit told me that I was the one creating the distance between Heavenly Father and myself. The past week I had neglected to say meaningful prayers and have meaningful scripture study. I needed to take a hard look at how I was spending my time or what I was prioritizing before doing the Lord's work.
I am nowhere perfect at this but I am working on it each day. When we try to better our spiritual lives the Lord will bless each of us - we will feel His love for us.
I pray that each of us will try to be better today than we were yesterday. One small step forward is still in the right direction. Our small steps will get us back to our Heavenly parents' presence. Start small, start today!