04/19/2026
“I WAS NEVER HARD TO LOVE‼️ I WAS GROWING BEYOND WHAT THEY COULD HOLD”
There was a moment in my becoming when the world around me grew quiet.🤫
I lived through that moment.
And it wasn’t because I was unworthy.
It wasn’t because I was unlovable.
It wasn’t because I was a bad person.
My spirit had simply outgrown the rooms I used to fit in.🚪
I wasn’t being rejected❌️ — I was being redirected. ➡️
I wasn’t alone because something was wrong with me — I was alone because I was
evolving.🦋 (solitude)🙌🏾
My depth needed deeper company.
My discernment needed safer spaces.🫂
My heart needed people who could hold truth💯, not just conversation.🗣
I wasn’t meant to sit at every table.🍽
I was meant to sit🪑 at the right one.
So when it felt like I had no one i could trust to talk to,
no one to go to certain places with,
no one who truly saw me 👀
it was because God was clearing the space before He filled it.🙌🏾
He removed the ones who only loved❤️ the version of me that served them.
He removed the ones intimidated by my growth.🌹🌱
He removed the ones who couldn’t honor my heart.❤️
He removed the ones who were never meant to walk into my next season.🚶♀️
That emptiness wasn’t a verdict.
It was solitude.
It was preparation.
I wasn’t alone because I was unworthy or lonely.
I was alone because God was protecting my becoming.🌹🦋✌🏾
And when the right people arrived 🙌🏾
people who loved with maturity, reciprocity, and peace✌🏾
I didn’t have to shrink.
I didn’t have to overgive.
I didn’t have to explain my depth.
I didn’t have to question my value.
They met me where I already was.
Because the truth had always been simple:
I was never hard to love.❤️
I was simply hard to access
and only the right hearts 💕 ever had the
key🗝.
Signed ~Bay~
