05/20/2026
For months now, my phone has been filling up with messages from a man named Tony Von Carruthers. They arrive through the prison communication system, sometimes more than I can read in a sitting. They say the same things. The same phrases recur. The same fixations. The same accusations against the same enemies, real and imagined. He signs them with hashtags, as though he were posting to a feed on a platform that has no feed, no audience and no way to amplify anything he writes.
I am a spiritual advisor to dozens of condemned men around the country. Half a dozen of them are in Tennessee. Though Carruthers is not one of the guys I advise formally, we have connected enough for me to garner some understanding of where he is. What understanding I have not gained through messages has come through his neighbors. Men who hear him echo off the concrete day and night, blasting out the same phrases he writes to me at a volume audible through cell walls.
On Thursday, May 21, the state of Tennessee plans to execute him.
Reflections on mental health, the judicial process and the planned ex*****on of Tony Von Carruthers in Tennessee.