Studio Of The Blue Dot

07/16/2025

the only time it is not
proper to meditate
is when you are interacting
or
in the way
of other living beings

07/16/2025

Everybody seems one one level to be afraid to die.
they are afraid that having not found the answer
they will have wasted there life
I am telling you it is true you are wasting your live
every time you are afraid to die or fearful of anything that is because you realize you are wasting you life
weltershaung, grief, trauma recovery,depression
the good news is that i found out
you definitely are wasting your life
none of that exists
the world is more than perfect
and it becomes more perfecter
the more people
perfect it

10/21/2024

The worst thing in my life now is my need to use facebook to connect with anyone at all who knows me or of me for more then like 5 minutes. I would be posting and responding all the time if Facebook meta weren't the worst social media company on the planet.

09/24/2024

I just ordered some bumper stickers and donated to Jill Stein because I am not a nihilist.

Made in USA Union made 3.75" 7.5" Set includes one of each sticker Shipping Notice This item will begin shipping in early October.

09/22/2024

And so we are gonna go to war with the most responsible and capable government in the world so we can drive emissions back up. And they maintain Our only hope is the utterly destructive "AI" energy sinks.

Renewable technologies are gathering speed, putting the world within reach of falling greenhouse gas emissions. Climate experts say they "struggle to wrap their heads around" the sheer size, scale and speed of the current transition.

09/13/2024

Well I just ordered a lens. It was one of the cheapest and longest lenses for the GFX. It weighs about 4 pounds and is manual focus . It won't be here for a while as I ordered it from china of of ebay. I also got a cage for the camera.

I also ordered a new phone. I ordered a google pixel pro 7 loaded with the grapheneOs which bypasses google play as well as other things.
I found a decentralized fediverse photo sharing site called pixelfed which i tested and found a few people already. there seems to be an international group of members.
I also found a free no ad email site called Tuta which promotes degoogling.
With this and all the thousands of people i have blocked on mastodon I am able to go through life on my own steam more or less. As far as news goes i look at the news from a selection of 50 or 60 sites from at least 10 different countries.
To get away from the endless propaganda and those damaged by that propaganda. requires way more than just turning off the TV these days.
People need to realize the false "paid for" narrative they live within is a sad place to be. It takes years to get away from it but once you do you can realize just how narrow and parochial your pseudo-culture is. To die in that tiny world would be so sad. It may be more comfortable to be in a group even if it entails an infantile point of view but once you get far enough away the rewards are completely priceless.

08/05/2024

So I was reading about heart disease and it seems like I should start taking some supplement to make my cholesterol go down, try and unclog arteries and lower my blood pressure. I read that Large dose of Taurine can help and there are these enzymes that have shown to help like Lumbrokinase, and Nattokinase. What I need to do I find out a regimen that was put together to help me live longer instead of making me a good patient. To that end I have to find out what they would treat me with in China where they have experience helping actual people live longer as an end in itself. I have a hard time trusting anything touched by the American medical establishment which is allowing everyone's lifespan to shorten.

08/05/2024

I decided to get back into videogames by force. It would give me something to do other than studying the world decline. So I ordered up a Programmable PC game controller and downloaded a bunch of emulated switch games like Animal Crosssing, Mario Kart 8, Super mario Odyssey, Pikman 4. I also downloaded a bunch of PC games Including the new versions of Riven, Command and Conquer, Age of empire IV then I downloaded a bunch of puzzle type games like Title Pending, Moncage, Superliminal, Veiwfinder, Unpacking. I want to figure out how to load the new Fallout 4 London expansion deal and maybe buy Starfield. Odds are I will hate all these games and just continue gardening and lying in bed listening to crime shows on the Russian site. THe only thing I will be out is Time and $2.49 I paid for the steam version of Impossible creatures. Of And the controller was 20 bucks.

06/09/2024

06/08/2024

Eye Got You
No AI

06/04/2024

06/04/2024

Well i should be able to get a lens here in a week or two once some legal stuff goes through. I am only gonna start by getting a cheap
thiird party manual focus lens. These elnses are great becasue they are simple and heavy and metal. I won't screw it up. There are a lot of cool lenses to chose from. Like this one. https://www.bhphotovideo.com/c/product/1784853-REG/mitakon_zhongyi_mtk200mf4gfx_200mm_f_4_1x_macro.html