10/16/2023
it's almost that time of year again..The Birthday of my beautiful now grown into a young man who is about to be 17...The time of year when I feel the saddest and feel so emotional mental health is ok but that feeling of overwhelming memories I wish I could sometimes just turn them off because I know in reality you will be 17 years old November 24,2023..But in my own reality to me your still my little Buddy who hasn't aged since 3 years old and it has been since October 2009 or so since you were stolen by Tucson Arizona s most disgusting legalized circus of social workers who people call PIMA COUNTY S CHILD PROTECTION SERVICES NOW CALLED DES. THERE IS SOMETHING ABOUT THE YEARS THAT HAVE GONE BY JAYDEN DANIEL GUZMAN AKA NANAS BESTEST BUDDY FOR LIFE THAT WITHIN THE UEARS THAT HAVE PAST I KNOW THERE IS ONLY ONE MORE YEAR TO WAIT UNTIL WE YOUR BIRTH FAMILY WE MEANING MYSELF SERENA OLLAR (KOHNKE) MAIDEN NAME AND YOUR BIRTH MOTHER AKA CHAZLYN STAR BURKE (CASH) MARRIED NAME WILL BE WAITING FOR THIS DAY BECAUSE I KNOW WE WILL BE MEETING AGAIN IN THIS THING WE CALL LOFE. I COUNT THE DAYS UNTIL WE ARE LEGALLY ABLE TO SEARCH FOR YOU AND FOR YOU TO BE ABLE TO FINALLY FIND OUT THE WHOLE TRUTH OF WHAT REALLY HAPPENED ON THAT MOST PARALYZING DAY OF NOT ONLY YOUR LITTLE YOUNG LIFE BUT TO OURS AS WELL .UNTIL THEN MY BEAUTIFUL BOY GRANDSON BUDDY UNTIL THEN ALWAYS FOREVER LOVING AMD MISSING YOU SO MUCH AND LOVING YOU EVEN MORE ALWAYS FOREVER YOUR NANA SERENA LEE OLLAR KOHNKE I LOVE YOU JAYDEN DANIEL GUZMAN UNTIL ETERNITY FREEZES OVER OR THE EARTH DIES ...XOXOXO
