10/04/2026
MEET INGRID — FORMERLY SNOWY 🤍
CDE EXOTICS SURVIVOR. CHAMPION. NOW, A PERMANENT MEMBER OF THE BIRDY BUNCH.
There are so many things about Ingrid that I wish I knew. I don’t know where she came from, who had her before CDE Exotics, how long she was called Snowy, or what happened to her before she ended up there. I don’t know whether the injuries she came to us with happened while she was at CDE, whether she arrived there already injured, or whether someone surrendered her in that condition and nothing was ever done to help her. I don’t know who saw her injuries and what, if anything, was done about them.
I don’t know why part of her beak is missing. I don’t know what happened to her eye. I don’t know why one of her feet is permanently stuck closed. I don’t know whether those injuries happened together or at completely different points in her life. I don’t know who was there when it happened, who noticed, who documented it, or who simply looked at her and walked away.
That is the part that breaks my heart.
Ingrid’s body tells a story that she cannot tell me.
No veterinarian has been able to determine exactly what caused her injuries. I wondered if she may have been burned at some point, but as her feathers have grown back, that possibility has become less likely. A burn severe enough to destroy the feather follicles would generally prevent those feathers from growing back. The truth is that we may never know what happened to her.
I would give anything to know.
With almost every other bird I have pulled, previous owners or people who knew them have eventually found their way to me. Through those conversations, I have been able to piece together their histories: their ages, previous names, little quirks they still have, things they love, things they hate, and pieces of the lives they lived before they became part of mine. Those details matter. They help me understand them, help me build their profiles, and give these birds pieces of their identities back.
There are only five birds that I pulled whose histories have remained almost completely unknown to me: Kiwi, Milo, Bailey, Ju Ju, and Ingrid.
Ingrid is the one I think about the most.
For the first two months, Ingrid stayed clinging to the back of her cage. She was terrified of movement, terrified of sound, and terrified of anything coming toward her. She wouldn’t eat if I was even in the same room. If I moved too quickly, she would fall to the cage floor and thrash so violently that I genuinely thought she was going to break a wing. I stopped asking anything of her. I slowed down, sat with her, talked to her, let her watch me, and waited.
Then, within the last week, Ingrid flew for the first time.
I sobbed.
I knew exactly what that flight meant. This was the same bird who had spent two months terrified to move, and suddenly she spread her wings and decided the world was safe enough to fly through. It wasn’t perfect, and it didn’t need to be. It was hers.
Ingrid does not step up. I honestly don’t know if she ever will, and that is completely okay with me. She doesn’t owe me a step-up, physical affection, cuddles, or anything else. She gets to decide what trust looks like. Right now, sometimes trust looks like screaming at me. We scream together, and somehow that has become one of my favorite things about her.
She is finally opening up. She is finding her voice, exploring, flying, becoming curious, and discovering that she is allowed to have a personality. She is becoming Ingrid.
Somewhere along the way, this terrified bird who arrived with so many unanswered questions became my girl.
I have never been a cockatoo fanatic by any means, but Ingrid is different. She is mine. She is not going anywhere. She will never be adopted out. She will stay exactly where she is comfortable for the rest of her life, whether she eventually decides she wants to step up or whether she never does. She has already had enough people and circumstances decide things for her. From now on, she gets a say.
There is still one thing I desperately want for her: her history.
If you knew Ingrid when she was Snowy, recognize her injuries, know where she came from, know who owned her, know how she was acquired, know whether she arrived at CDE already injured, know whether anything was done for those injuries, or even remember some tiny little quirk she had years ago, please reach out to me.
You do not need to have a perfect story. You do not need to know exactly what happened. Even the smallest piece of information could help me understand this girl a little better.
I am not looking for someone to blame. I am looking for answers.
If Ingrid arrived at CDE with these injuries, I want to know that. If she was surrendered there already injured and nobody helped her, I want to know that, too. If something happened to her while she was there, I want to know. If someone remembers her from years ago and can tell me what she was like before all of this, I want to know that most of all.
These animals deserved people who paid attention to them.
They deserved people who noticed when something was wrong.
They deserved medical care when they were injured.
They deserved someone to know their names, their histories, their personalities, and the things that made them individuals instead of just another animal in a building.
Ingrid deserved that.
Instead, she came out of CDE carrying questions on her face and fear in her body.
I cannot change what happened before she came to me. I cannot give her back the pieces of her history that were lost. I cannot undo whatever caused her injuries.
What I can do is make sure the rest of her story is different.
She is safe now. She is loved now. She has a voice now. She has wings now.
Most importantly, she has a home.
Welcome home, Ingrid.
CDE Exotics survivor. Champion. My girl. Forever. 🤍