07/13/2024
He who would be eminent in any one direction must forego a great many other things which are perfectly allowable; these he must renounce for the sake of his one object -Charles Spurgeon
Lena speaks: Many say, "I don't want a man, or a woman", and say it with such bitterness. I do, I would like a partner, husband to traverse this life with me, and has in the past, but that season is up! If God sees fit after his will is done and it comes again so, be it. But I see daily it is not his will at this time for the betterment of the call on my life and you got to know the route God is taking YOU! I have wrestled with coming to grips with the call on my life and its better suited requirements grace has taken its time to make known to me. So no, if not for the call on my life I would be married and making him so happy he would cry tears of joy every day, oh yes, I would. Singleness is a gift from God as well as marriage. But God gives reason why he does this or that, we just are not positioned to hear him, and listen to others tell us something is wrong with us because we are married. That is a lie. Know God for real and your purpose for real and there you will find wisdom, the wisdom of God and there you will find joy in his service knowing He would rather you serve him in this or that capacity. We just don't take time to know God for ourselves and allow others to project their thoughts etc., on us. I DON'T THINK SO. ALL I DO AND ABSTAIN FROM IS BY GOD'S GRACE AND HIS PEOPLE EDIFICATION, THIS IS WHY. AGAIN, MAKE NO MISTAKE ABOUT IT, I HAVE NO PROBLEM AT ALL GETTING WHAT I WANT, BUT GOD.....................