09/01/2026
Hey, Char here!
September is National Su***de Prevention Awareness Month. It is also the month we lost Robbie.
Five years ago this September, I lost my son Robbie…one of the most treasured gifts God ever entrusted to me…to su***de. I knew the deep pain of losing him, but I did not yet know the road that grief would ask me to walk.
In those first bewildering days, I remember wondering who I was. I had lived so much of my life as Robbie and Lauren’s mom. How could I possibly go forward without my son? The truth is, I didn’t know how.
But here I am.
I did not arrive here by leaving Robbie behind. I came forward carrying him….through tears, prayer, questions, advocacy, memories, and a hope that sometimes felt no larger than my next breath.
As I enter the fifth September since his death, I am willing and able to lean into this month differently. I will tell the truth about su***de and the devastating grief it leaves behind. But I will also carry a message of hope. Survival does not require forgetting. Healing does not erase love. And the way someone died does not define the beauty of the life they lived.
Five years later, I am still Robbie’s mother. I still know his song. I was blessed with a front-row seat…and I will keep helping the world hear it.
Here I am. Hope is still present. And Robbie still sings.