05/26/2026
I question why God gave me the conviction to help and save animals and why did he not give me my own biological children instead, but he gave me 3 kids that needed my love and i thank him every day, but I still am human and I ask why...all I can hear is your reward is going to be great ...this is the job I gave you on earth. They aren't human babies but they need love and kindness in their days when humans throw them away. You are their voice. I lost Bodette this morning at 6:30 am. I sat with her all night cuddled up on my couch. Someone dropped her off at my house one day and kept going 16 years ago. She was so kind and sweet and loved all my babies in my daycare. She never growled or showed any anger towards humans, dogs or cats. I knew she was dying and so did she. I sat rubbing her and loving on her. She would just look at me with her kind eyes and never snapped or cried. I had to go to the bathroom quick and when I came back she was gone. They say a lady always know when to leave a room and she did. She knew my heart couldn't take it. She was 1 year old when she came here and 17 years old when she left. Once again my heart is broken but where does it stop? Life is hard but working in rescue makes it 10 times harder. Ppl in my community think I'm crazy and very few help but most don't support my efforts or conviction. I have to help these poor babies as much as I can. 22 years and here I am still cleaning up someone else's mess. Please pray for me and my rescue. Things are bad right now but God has never left me. He always provides and i know he will this time.
