01/12/2017
A Quick Note From Matt:
My apartment has large windows. The current view is filled with a barren winter landscape added with the occasional hope of sunshine. Looking back at the last 10 years of my life, I am forced to compare the two.
Today I walked into St. Louis Children's Hospital as a patient. I layed in the MRI machine, I received the dye, said hello to the nurse, met with my doctor and received the good news of another clean scan and at last I shook the hand of a smiling neurosurgeon who offered me yet another congratulations. I left the hospital today though without scheduling another appointment. Without any predetermined follow up. Without any rules or tasks given by healthcare professionals to complete. I left as a person. A college student who hopes to graduate next year. An activist who values inspiring those who will face similar situations to the one I did. A caretaker for those who still need hope and support.
Tomorrow a group of doctors will meet and look at pictures of my brain. And, for the last time, they will determine that I am cancer free. The view outside my window is life. An empty canvas that will be filled with extraordinary memories, big ideas, bad days, deaths, births, hurt, hope and all of our stories that we experience as we live our lives.
So, what's next? What's 'next' is already here. It is words of encouragement. It is smiling at the passerby clearly having a bad day. It is asking the colleague about her aging parents. It is being with family and others who love us. In my opinion, It is the role of the doctor, to embrace a child as he or she is facing life and death. It is my role to be there for the next 20 years of that child's life. We all have a story, use it to love on people. A crisis can be defined as the moment in time tragedy and opportunity are both present, focus on the opportunity.
- Matt