06/09/2026
My Journey to the Altar of Stability: From Wandering to the Promised Land
The Golden Cage of the System
For years, I have been praying and fighting to break free from the strict bo***ge of the Supplemental Security Income (SSI) system. Receiving $894.60 a month is like living in a continuous cycle of survival, strictly paycheck to paycheck. It is an income too low to truly live on. In both my past and present, after paying rent, utilities, and basic living expenses, there is never enough left.
Because of this financial strain, I have faced severe difficulties paying for essential life insurance plans, paying off the student loans from my undergraduate education, and simply buying the everyday things I need. I am tired of being dependent on a system. My heart's desire is to earn an honest job income, receive compensation weekly or biweekly, and proudly pay my taxes like other Americans with a W2 or 1099 during tax season.
The Years of Wandering (2015–2025)
This financial pressure explains why I have moved so frequently since 2015. I have been running from city to city, trying to find opportunities to better myself, utilize my professional experience, and unleash my spiritual gifts—only to repeatedly run into walls of poverty and financial leakage.
Eastern Iowa: I started here, finding a good apartment where things were nearby and accessible. I was getting by fine, but a friend talked me into leaving.
Detroit (2017–Present): I went back and forth to Detroit multiple times looking for economic doors to open. However, I could never secure permanent housing. I constantly ended up in shared rooming houses with plumbing and interior issues, living with rude, noisy, and disrespectful tenants dealing with severe anger and mental health problems.
Philadelphia & Cleveland (2017/2019): In Cleveland, I witnessed heavy poverty and felt I couldn't thrive. In North Philadelphia, I landed in a toxic house with angry tenants, forcing me to flee to West Philadelphia. Though I did ministry there, it wasn't enough to prosper me.
Louisville (2020): I hoped to settle here, but poor housing conditions and bad vibes from the start shut the door.
Atlanta & Jonesboro (2020–2021): I rushed my decision to move to Atlanta twice. I stayed at the Atlanta Mission homeless shelter for three months before moving to a rooming house in Jonesboro, GA, which proved to be an atmosphere too noisy and disrespectful for me to find peace.
New York City & Baltimore: New York brought immense hardship; the public transportation was confusing, and I ended up staying at the Delta Manor Homeless Shelter in the Bronx for two months. In Baltimore, I fell into the hands of slumlords who only cared about money and left tenants in deplorable conditions
Memphis: I moved to Memphis to plant roots, but encountered a serious daily crime issue, toxic environments, and a culture where finding friendly, open people was incredibly difficult.
Across Kentucky, New York, Maryland, North Carolina, and Georgia, I faced the harsh reality of modern housing: landlords want you to earn three times the rent, making permanent housing impossible on an SSI budget.
My Divine Shift to Nashville
I have experienced the valley, serving in the Spiritual Recovery Program at the Star of Hope Mission in Houston (2023), and now God has brought me to Nashville. I found a truly loyal, grounded church home today, and I am jumping straight into their mid-week Bible study later this week.
I am through with wandering. I need stability to establish my roots here in Nashville. I am ready to step out of the system and market the professional and spiritual talents God gave me. I am actively promoting my services as a:
Wedding Officiant
Memorial and Funeral Services Director
Paid Public Speaker hosting Bible Classes and Legacy Blueprint Seminars for a $20 admission
The Appeal for a Pastoral Housing Allowance
To successfully bridge the gap between SSI and full financial independence, I need a sustainable foundation. Most apartments require verified income, which is why I am seeking a secure Pastoral Housing Allowance of $3,500/month.
I have done the work behind the scenes: based on church ethics and the bylaws committee, I have received official approval from committee members to accept love offerings and a pastoral housing allowance from the community.
I am praying for God to connect me with an upper-middle-class sponsor, a famous individual, or a church leadership network willing to invest in my ministry and help me transition into a life of true self-sufficiency. I do not want the ungodly to prosper me, nor will I participate in the fraudulent pyramid schemes and fee-based money traps being promoted on social media. I am looking for righteous, clean prosperity
If the Lord leads you to plant a seed into a cheerful giver who spends his time serving the community and feeding the needy and homeless, you can give directly via Cash App: $BishopNBHobson.
Tomorrow is not promised to us. I thank God for another chance on earth, I thank Him for keeping me strong in my biblical convictions against sin and idolatry, and I am ready for His return.
In Jesus' name, Amen.