05/31/2026
I am continuing to share this journey because of the amount of feedback we’ve received from people saying, “We’ve been there,” “We’re there right now,” or “We know we’re about to walk through this ourselves.” The truth is, there are so many people hurting, healing, transitioning, and trying to figure out how to leave seasons well.
Recently, I was a guest on a podcast with a great friend, and we were discussing this exact subject. We talked about healing, transitions, leadership, and how there are certain things you truly cannot understand unless you’ve lived them yourself… especially as a pastor’s family.
We officially finish our assignment on June 1st. Everything will be completed by midnight on May 31st. Ironically, May 31st also happens to be my birthday, so in a strange way, closing this chapter feels like a birthday gift — the ending of one season and the beginning of another.
This past week has been one of the hardest weeks we’ve ever walked through emotionally and physically. We have been moving out, preparing the school, organizing buildings, cleaning property, and getting everything ready for this next chapter.
While we were outside working, Julie suddenly looked down and said, “Look at that flower. That is one of the prettiest flowers I’ve ever seen.”
And honestly, she was right.
We are on 55+ acres of mostly grass and greenery. We don’t have colorful flowers blooming all over the property, so this flower immediately caught our attention. It was purple and white with hints of yellow woven throughout it.
She took a picture of it, and we kept moving.
Later, while waiting for the movers to arrive Monday morning, we started researching the flower because we had never seen one like it before.
It was called a passionflower.
As we started reading about it, we learned that missionaries actually used the passionflower to preach the Gospel because every part of the flower represented something connected to the suffering, sacrifice, endurance, and resurrection of Jesus Christ.
The spiritual meaning behind the passionflower is endurance through suffering.
And honestly… that felt deeply connected to the exact season we are walking through right now.
But what made the moment even more emotional was the fact that right beside it, another flower had suddenly bloomed too — this bright yellow squash blossom.
And when researched the symbolism behind that flower, it represented provision, growth, and harvest after a hard season.
One flower representing endurance through suffering.
The other representing provision and harvest afterward.
And we just stood there in silence.
After all these years, why now?
These flowers had never bloomed there before. Not once.
But now, in the middle of transition… in the middle of packing up dreams, visions, years of hard work, sacrifices, blood, sweat, tears, prayers, heartbreak, healing, and uncertainty… these flowers suddenly appeared side by side.
That was the Lord speaking to us during a really tough week.
While many people may not understand and may have fleshly opinions about why this chapter is ending, all we know is that the Lord spoke clearly to us, and we had to be obedient.
At the end of the day, we answer to Him — not to people.
We honestly do not fully understand ourselves why this chapter is ending the way it is, except for the simple fact that the Lord said it was time, and we chose obedience.
And the truth is, obedience will often be judged.
That is just part of it.
Because we live in a world where defiance and disobedience has become normal, obedience and submission can look confusing to people who do not understand what God is doing behind the scenes.
But this moment reminded us of something important:
Slow down enough to notice where God is speaking.
Look around.
Pay attention.
Don’t become so overwhelmed, distracted, bitter, or busy that you miss the small ways God may be reminding you that He is still there, still speaking, still guiding, and still bringing beauty out of difficult seasons.
Sometimes encouragement blooms right in the middle of the mess.
Sometimes God speaks through nature.
Sometimes He reminds you that endings are not always destruction — sometimes they are preparation for new growth.
And these flowers, and the meaning behind them, are something we will never forget.
Out of all the weeks for them to bloom…
they bloomed now.
Right at the end of this chapter.
And I just think that is beautiful.