07/04/2025
Soooooo, it's been awhile. I apologize, but im not sorry for being absent. Motv was a dream of mine that with the help of many people became really. I've met the most wonderful people through this journey. Friends I'll have for life. Did I make a difference? Maybe, maybe not. But for me it was a thrill. I got to do the coolest fundraising, bike journeys, golf outings, writing a book. I discovered things about myself that scared me, refreshed me, built me up and taught me. I thank everyone who has followed along and even more, the people who I connected with along the way.
Three years ago motv was in full swing, and it was a joy to share my trials and tribulations. The honest raw truths of living with a chronic illness. I did it more for personal therapy than to change the world for others. If I did help someone along the way, that's bonus.
But a time came when I had to step back a bit. Allow myself the freedom to rest, be centered and dive into self care more.
Due to internal stresses and external stresses I had to take a long hard look at myself and my illness. Living with a chronic debilitating disease is so difficult and challenging. We are overlooked, written off as week, tossed aside as being lazy. This is so far from the truth. We fight everyday to live normal lives and allot of times we make it look easy.
It's not !!!!
I uprooted my family and moved to Hawaii so I could live with little to no barametric changes, and it has done wonders for me. Less dizzy, less nauseous, more focused, more energy. a fu***ng blessing to be honest.
Anywho, im finally at a place where I could share this now.
I've missed my MD family and all the support I've received. Im the luckiest sick bastard on the planet.
So for now, I will continue to fight and challenge myself to be the best version of myself. And I encourage you all to do the same. The little things matter!!!!
I needed a break from social media, so i took it. I won't be back to the things I was doing before, but im doing well. If you have any questions or comments, please ask. You know me, im an open book. The song I posted right before this post hit me so hard and I just had to share it. I hope you find comfort in it too..
Peace out mofos
