02/19/2025
A year ago today I was sitting in Erie county jail; grateful and relieved for this answered prayer. 3 years in and out of county, being homeless, running from the law, numbing out the pain, battling my mental health, and hitting rock bottom had all come to an end.
For the first time in months I slept like a rock. The first 24 hrs in holding and then another 48 hrs straight when I was moved to the pod.
When I was finally rested the first thing I did when I woke up was thank the Lord for doing for me what I couldn't do for myself and prayed a prayer of complete surrender.
I immediately requested a counselor, peer support, a treatment plan, and the vivatrol shot. It took 11 out of the 14 day max. for the opiates to clear my system completely to receive it. However, God showed me mercy and grace that I didn't suffer with with a single withdrawal symptom!
From the beginning of this experience God's hands were all over my life! Everything fell into place by divine design...
My estranged son & daughter came back into my life as support
2 1/2 months in county to
30 day inpatient treatment in Lorain county to 6 months of faith based sober living
Made amends with my estranged brother
1st sober birthday with my family
Moved in with my daughter
Reunited with my youngest daughter & grandson
1st Thanksgiving as a family
1st Christmas with the family
1st birthday with my grandson...
And those miracles are just the highlights!!!
Exactly 1 year clean and sober today! I have a life worth living instead of feeling the need to escape!
But for the grace of God go I!