07/20/2026
Sierra, “Wildflowers”, linocut
I made this piece after the murder of Juniper Blessing, a 19-year-old trans woman who was an atmospheric science and meteorology student at the University of Washington. Juniper was an accomplished choir singer, a lover of Pokémon, and deeply kind soul who “only wished the best for everyone in her life”, according to her friends. On May 10, 2026, she was stabbed 40 times by a stranger in the laundry room of her apartment building.
In the United States, thirteen trans people were murdered in the months of April and May alone. Every time this happens, every time a law is passed that undermines our right to exist, every time the New York Times publishes a brilliant and nuanced meditation on whether we should be allowed to exist, we feel a collective terror that most people will never know. We are reminded that we’re in the crosshairs of a campaign of extermination, headed by some of the most powerful people in the world. It makes me want to hide. It makes me want to go back to the shallow and confusing life I had before I had to worry about this. It makes me wonder what I’m even after.
This time was different. She was nineteen. We are born so late and die so young. Attacks on our right to transition steal time from one end, and violence steals time from the other. We are given a fraction of a lifetime to live in. But in the few years that Juniper got to live as herself, she lived more than some people do in seventy. For a few years, she got to be exactly who she wanted to be. And even though she was killed for it, she chose not to do the killing herself by deferring the life she wanted.
I know that by choosing to transition, I am choosing a life that I will need to fiercely defend. However, it’s the only life I find worth living and worth defending in the first place. Transitioning makes people want to kill me, but it also makes me want to live. The unfairness of it all is not lost on me — deadly violence is not the price of joy for most people — but talking about the unfairness won’t take away the choices we have to make.
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