11/27/2024
July 24, 2018 a day I’ll never forget! Paralyzed for 8 days with major neck surgery and by the grace of God got all feelings and mobility back! A slow 2 year recovery enduring over 7 surgeries living with chronic nerve pain! Today 11/27/2024 six years ago I reflect on this picture. This picture was taken the second day home after 8 days in Hospital. I was at my kitchen counter wearing a Neck brace, with drainage tubes coming out of my neck, a Shoulder brace, back brace and Knee Brace just being thankful to be alive. As I looked at my hands showing the thick open calluses on my hands from the past year of brutal training as
I was preparing for the Masters Mr. Universe, and had my sights set on breaking another Masters world record that came to a screeching halt! While I was Looking at my hands knowing my days of training are now over for good and my dreams crushed as my 28 year career just ended for good, still giving
Thanks to God For being alive!
As this chapter ended I wondered what my future will now hold? I stared at the Callus on my hands and noticed under my middle finger the callus that looked like a heart reminiscing of the love I had for the Iron sport, and to remind myself to just Have Faith! After 6 years to date I look at this photo and remember the tragedy that took the wind out of my sails, but gave me the drive to be back in the gym still giving it hell 5 days a week when I thought was over. Battling the pain, the nerve damage that I endure daily that I continue the fight. This picture reminds me to just have Faith, this picture fuel’s my drive to never give up and fight the fight to move onwards and upwards wearing the pain, nerve damage, and muscle atrophy as a badge of Honor, and the scars of Victory.. You just “Gotta Have Faith” .