02/17/2023
Hey hey, everyone wanted to check in here.
Lately, I have been battling with life. I cry even when I think I'm happy. My soul is sad and I'm hurting inside. No one can fix this hurt or fill the void I feel. I have an awesome husband and a few awesome friends and even with them all around, there is still loneliness and sadness. Many moments when I know nothing but the devil is trying to alter my thoughts. It's God I call on, God is who I seek. In the moments when I get weak I began to Sometimes think God is punishing me for something. I wonder what is it I have done to go through such a storm. They say it's always a storm before sunshine, it just feels like this is a never-ending storm.
Now don't get me wrong I know everyone has gone through some storms. To go through a storm to last over a decade long, to never break to never give up. Many times I find myself screaming lord 😩 when will the sun finally shine? Now I can say every day may not have been a hurricane but there was drizzles.
I said all this to say even when you think a person may be ok still check on them. Life is short and you never know what a person may be dealing with alone even when they may seem fine.
*****Always remember we have to maintain our Mental health not only for ourselves but for the ones we love*****
