06/06/2026
Occasionally I go through my P46Ten books and read what God spoke to me years ago during my quiet time with Him.
This was a while back, but really changed my life. I'm sharing it because I know I'm not the only Christian who deals with this. See, I grew up always feeling like I was in competition as a twin. (Notice I said "feeling." [[Self-inflicted]])
That competitiveness spilled over into every area of my life and as an adult all activities became something to accomplish - and accomplish well (Read: perfectionism downloading) until I no longer enjoyed doing anything.
God is about fun! He wants us to enJOY His creation, enJOY time with Him, and enJOY His Word. But too many Christians are trying to DO and PERFORM for Him instead of enjoying life with Him!
I won't keep going without sharing what He said to me till the end of this post, but I hope you read until the end. Here is my entry for that day:
"You are holding onto the false identity aspect of not being enough. That leads you to always try to perform- for everyone, even yourself. You are in competition with everyone, but the truth is that nobody is competing with you nor do they see your life as less than. You are still trying to prove to others and yourself that you're worth people's time, love, and attention. Give up the competition and understand that nobody else can do what I have called you to do for the Kingdom. "
Now, God said that to me, yes, but I know the Father's heart and that's what He would say to any of His children who feel "less than" or "not enough" so they are performing.
When Jesus visited Mary and Martha in their home (Luke 10:38-42), Mary chose spending time at Jesus' feet and listening to Him, while Martha got up to serve. Great intentions, but notice what Jesus said: " Martha, Martha, you are worried and troubled about many things. But one thing is needed, and Mary has chosen that good part... "
Choose the good part, which is always LOVE, and start enjoying life again! You are not in competition with anyone, and God loves you as He made you! (Psalm 139:13-18) Jesus said He came to give us life more abundantly (John 10:10)- and that includes having fun, enjoying life and people!
When was the last time you did something and enJOYed it?
When was the last time you enJOYed reading your Bible?
When was the last time you enJOYed the people around you?
This is your permission today to go have some fun! Take off the requirements of perfection. Remove the competition in your life. EnJOY whatever you do today, and do it as unto the Lord, and not man, because nobody can be you or do what God has called you to do for His Kingdom!