06/11/2024
The love of my life left me eight years ago today. My son Andrew put on his page how he missed his mom. We really really do miss her. She was a Christian through and through. She was a great wife and an awesome mother!
I was at her gravesite just a week ago. Sitting outside just enjoying the air. She wanted her ashes to be spread on the mountain side. She didn’t really want us to look at a gravesite and think of death, because she always said I’m not here. I’m with Jesus.
So, I often run up to Show Low AZ sit where she’s at and talk to God.
As I look over the mountain side and I think of the beauty I’m looking at. I think of the beauty of my wife and how she gave me two awesome children. Andrew, Candace. Now my beautiful daughter-in-law, Brandi, and two beautiful grandchildren, Easton and Annabelle. 
I am totally a blessed man. God has been good to me over the years. I have no complaints. I’m so glad my son loves his mom. Also, glad Candace loves her as well. Her children believed in their mother. And always were a blessing to her. They held her with great respect as we all do. My grandchildren, they’ll never know their grandmother only through what we tell them. And the videos we have of her. But she long to see the day that they were born. She is in heaven now, she has no worries, no pain, no sorrow. Only joy of being with the Father, the Son and waiting for us to meet with her. A day that I cannot wait to see. I am so glad that I had a life of love, of friendship, and commitment with her. Through thicken and thin she was my rock. Not my salvation. There is only one salvation and that’s through Jesus Christ our Lord and We both love Him. He is our Salvation! I’m honored and blessed that my wife died loving Jesus. She loved the people everywhere we lived. She loved us very much! There was times that she would tell me be careful. Because she knew how to read people really well. Her heart told her. Mothers have a way of knowing what’s going around their family. She tried her best to protect and love us and to give us good advice. We were blessed to have her in our lives. So Sweetheart, you will always be missed. But someday we will see you again.
Love you with all my Heart!
Your Best Friend Always!
Randy