04/15/2024
Happy Monday☀️💕!
I succumbed to the burnout last week & had to take a quick mental break to refresh...Also, the flowers I've been using as some sort of symbolic peace died so back to reality🥀😭
*Heads up, this started as a nice, motivated caption then turned into an entire rant session that should have been saved for my therapist🫠*
There still isn't a foster or even a place saver for April & her finder is gearing toward taking her to ACCT, which is completely crushing my heart bc I'm 1,000% sure she'll get super stressed there. I thought Letti would be in her fur-ever home by now but her foster/adopter is in the middle of moving so she won't be able to get her until the 30th.
Other than offering materials, vet care, training, & my personal services, what she really needs is a someone to give a home. I have been battling with myself nonstop, constantly telling myself that there is an EXTREMELY thin line between helping & hoarding.
Anyone who knows me knows that I am annoyingly optimistic & will find the silver lining in every situation- I'm struggling this time. The dire need for placement with nowhere to place these babies is an overwhelming cycle. I'm literally following some of the largest rescues & shelters around the world;
Every.
Single.
Organization.
is desperate for fosters right now. While at the same time, these breeders, (not just in Philly), are constantly reproducing faster than they can be saved.
It's such a draining feeling but a quote that I've held onto all my life that has helped me through almost every obstacle is: "You can do anything but you can't do everything." Forming that into rescue terms-I just have to keep faith alive & find that silver lining. As a single-man band, I have done so much more than I thought I would ever be able to since this rescue has started but I also have to understand that I simply cannot do it all & I can't beat myself up about it.
Now that I'm out of the hole, I put my positive pants back on & I'm back to posting my girl until someone steps up & gives her the chance she deserves. I have a feeling her home is out there, I'm just not going hard enough. My girl cannot not make it to the shelter🩶🤞🏽