11/03/2020
We're su***de survivors we lost our brother/son on 12/10/2019 to su***de. His passing has brought us a lot bitter sweet moments. Sweet because he was joyful to be around and he turnt sad face into smiley faces, he loved everything about life and what life had to offer him but unfortunately he felt like the world hated him because the color of his skin. He didn't understand why his peers bullied him for being biracial and he didn't understand why people of color got treated unfairly. I tried my best to help him understand and get help but we were knocking of deaf door. From 4/18/2018-12/10/2019 he attended Holcomb Elementary School and for 2.5yrs straight he expressed how he felt and what he was going do to himself, and not one time did any from Holcomb Elementary School send any types notification and when I tried to get him help we was turned down after 12/10/2019 9:30am when we had a meeting about him and what services is available to us in a dire need of help. We didn't receive any help of suck kind and 12/10/2019 @ 10:35pm my son took his own life . He had expressed in that meeting that if he was forced to come back to this school again he was gonna hurt himself. I plead and beg for help but all the help got wasn't helping or helpful in fact the help I received actually hurt my family to it's core. It been 10.5 months and every morning,noon and night I have to hug,kiss and hold his memorabilia. My heart is hurting and numb and I'm lost I've been searching for su***de prevention groups but I haven't found any so I created this page. And I also started my own non profit organization it's called the Elyejah Project, in honor of my son. I'm hoping thaty son story will help save the next youth,teen,adolescent. Su***de has pros/cons of it the pros is bringing awareness and hopefully that will save a life/ the cons is feeling like s**t or likes failure for not trying your hardest,your numb,lost and confused and you too may have those same thoughts, depression and so on. Losing a loved to su***de is the most difficult life changing experience that really effect every family members. So please if you or your loved one is feeling suicidal or having su***de thought s please reach out to me on here or at the Elyejah Project or you can stop by my house and see my son memorial and talk to me.
YOU ARE LOVED AND WANTED BY ME ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ SO PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP AND HANG ON LIFE IS WORTH LIVING BECAUSE YPUR WORTH IT AND NOT WORTHLESS.
MUCH LOVE
RIP ELYEJAH "BUBBA" HAUFF I LOVE U AND MISS U SO MUCH AND IM BEYOND SORRY.
