06/22/2021
Please keep my baby girl Annie cheerful and happy she loves Christmas and also she is a very caring little girl ,,,!!!!!my little doll baby does not understand the world is not all peaches and sugar ...not everyone has a great big heart like me ..her mom..n her ...I do ...I get it very well ...my mother is the best mom in the world ...god she is like the blood that pumps threw my body I love you mom to the moon n back ...for once in my life you stood up against all people n stood beside me ...in my life no it was just hard for me to tell u were to fit in ...in my life..sometimes even when u didn't know ..like now...u have people ear husseling me ...and people trying hard to make there self look good n shine ...now dear momma ..I don't have to say no more ever again ...you know now mom....right now ..you don't have to ask or worry ever again ....listen mom you took my hand for the very first time that I needed you more than anything in the world ...I never had it so bad before were my life was eathor live or die n instead of me just making impulse moves like it did before instead ....momma you put your hand threw the mud puddle threw the fire 🔥 n there's a man down (me) against the worst of the worst ...addiction. Mom if i die tomorrow ...god forbid know ---deep in your in your damn soul..that for the first time ever ...you didn't kick me when I was down ..you didn't keep me down you did what they said in the bible spare the rod spoil the child ..news flash ..it's both spare the child also n spoil the rod by leaving it be ...mom I love you too death but you do what I do ...if it's not broke don't fix it mother hen ...in the world today is nothing like the old world ..this world is eat early as soon as it hits the plate ..or be eatting ...what the moral of the story is mom I never ever can say u have not helped me or been there for me ...you did ...today I the day were our realationship changes ..from this day on I got your back ...for the first time that maybe u did before I I just didn't get it ...but I know now mom your my rock ...mom I know cliff was going to rob u ...you think your son is so bad ...mom you got your self robbed pointing out the fact I ran up stairs to hide your keys ...why the f**k would you put them back in plain view we're all he had to do is pick up n pop door...you can't be that crazy to think he would carry them.why ..what did he need them for ...I'm telling you it was alen coburn who robbed you mom ..why would he come there that day with Steve conaway ...I'll tell u why dummy ...so he could do it him self ..he new I would follow Steve n you would watch cliff ..now we didn't see who did it but my computer did ...I got the f**king chip...now these (snaps)will pay I didn't tell the dumb ducks to take people's s**t ..I cutt dudes grass n cleaned yard n bull s**tted with neighbor to get info were he was and can we possibly buy the house ..I'll take 12k n buy it if he's willing to sale me it ..the chip I have proves who took my neighbors stuff ..I didn't know he even had anything missing ..I talked to other neighbor n the nice older gentel man that said he ..the older man that owns house that ..someone stole s**t out of ...I didn't know there was anything taken ..I was just ridding quad with my kids and neibors kids ..I just was interested in purchasing the house mabe$$$ if me n the man could have made a deal I'f he would sale me the house I'd pay 10 k for it ..even tho I personally think it's not worth to much ..only thing I seen that was ok ..is the roof n the frame ..these old patch house always have a good frame ...if I could go back ida never went in half on this f**king old ass house ...ida bought. A brand new house ..this f**king scrap metal is crazy ..then this virus ...f**k ...I did spend alot n my sis Cris spent alot 2 just to get the house in good shape ...it was hard n alot of time n money n it sucked bad but after 3 yrs and alot of money 60k I just found my new love ...my god it finally has alot of beautiful things ...the only thing that my sister saw that I didn't ..well mom must of saw it ...she has a great sense of the pic after project is done ...like what you pretty much picture what something is going to look like when u are done with it ...well mom I'm happy now we got this house u saw one thing ...mom the most important thing ...and that the fact this house is huge inside ...s**t that small dinky piece of s**t ..tin pile of junk my brother rents for 550 a month ..I'd never pay that for it ..that's crazy a small s**tty house in Ralph with no space n no yard n on top of that it's 150 dollars more ...that's crazy as crazy gets ..s**t pretty much I got it made here ..this house is big ...well it's huge n really when I look back n when I saw a pic of my old half house ...man it's really small n we would of never made it there ...well I'll talk to u fb..people in the am God bless n ty mom for getting me out I'll get u back asap
