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Lgbtqia2s+ - I Wanted Out, Nashville, TN (2026)

11/20/2024

I found this in my journal from 06/19. These were the months that led up to the divorce. The Lord used the emense pressure to bring up old demons and I could have gone back into thier arms but I chose to continue walking with Jesus.
He turns everything into good if we stay with Him. It was such a painful season and the Lord disciplined me and brought me to a higher place. You can see the power of my “resting in God” at the end of the journal entry. Rest is only powerful when it’s placed in God our Father.

“I am so amazed that right now I am feeling su***de and homos*xuality so strongly. I know that these things are deadly and I must be kept safe. I believe God will do it but I am being crushed at this moment. I am being crushed. I don't know how I am able to keep going. I'm not strong at all. God is in control of the crushing. All i have are my desires
and my decisions. God has worked in my heart to produce and to prove what is right and good. Even though su***de is really inviting and homos*xuality feels like such a comfort, I will not act. I will remain myself.”

08/31/2024

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C8LXsgAs5VL/?igsh=YnV0MGtpZWtmOXd5

This has become my favorite videos as of late!!! (I am not the creator with said comments btw)
I absolutely love these artists and their sense of humor.
I am so going to cover this parody.

I laugh so hard when I sing along.
I think it’s because I am SOO thankful not to be gay anymore! I’m like OMG YES!!! Living under the influence of that spirit was such a hard season for me. Having someone drive that thing out of my life when I was ready to renounce it, has been one of the most valuable moments of my life. I’m sure this is a controversial video and song, but I love it anyway!
In this season of my life, I’m committed to being exactly myself lol which is harder than it looks!!!

I want to offer people a choice.
If you’re over the trans, gay lifestyle, and you would like to begin the journey of embracing your organic s*xuality then you can!
Jesus is our creator and has the authority and the power to make it happen for you.
It’s so refreshing in its simplicity to be attracted to the opposite s*x.

The perverse spirit is so strong that it has the ability to change your natural attractions and desires.
I understand why people get so offended when the world around them does not believe that they were born this way and that it’s OK.
How can you be different?
And how can your feelings be wrong?
But you won’t be able to change on your own. You just can’t.

But Jesus can. He is the Creator. So He has the authority though He will not violate the free will that you were given.

I witnessed someone rebuke this powerful demon and force it to leave my soul and my body in the name of Jesus. They also followed through for me and I was able to meet with someone for a year and two months. They prayed with me weekly, until I was able to maintain this new freedom on my own.

I can NEVER un-experience that moment.
I saw real authority working for me. My gratitude for those who served me into a place of freedom runs SO deep. How can I not offer it to others or at the very least, offer hope for their own freedom, if they’re ready for it.
This is literally, the very LEAST I can do.

You know, I could always go back if I wanted. It’s always been my choice since I left in 2006.
I’ve had enough hurt from my heteros*xual marriage and divorce to justify it.
And I love my gay friends. They are amazing of course.
And I have felt the invitation a few times, for something more.

But my soul just sighs as I remember.

It’s just so bizarre the way that it works in you giving enlightenment and energy. All the while it slowly degrades your inner strength, thinner and thinner you go. Until there’s nothing much left except that spirit alone. At which point you’re living almost exclusively by its power.
This was when I was becoming pretty gay! Lol. When that spirit was driven away and all of its power left, there wasn’t much of me left. I had to be rebuilt and it took some time.

But I hate it in my very core for its cruelty to me. I was raised in a really lovely home with lots of love, but that thing had completely broken me down until I didn’t even want to be around anymore. I had completely lost my love for life!

I really didn’t understand myself at that point and I couldn’t figure out why i was so happy/unhappy.
My first question to God that day was “why am I so f***ed up? “
And that was where we started together.

I think the main reason why I have chosen not to go back is because of the spiritual difference. The spiritual dynamic is SO different. Waking up with the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Purity, the Spirit of Holiness, the Spirit of Power, Wisdom and LOVE… is like waking up to a home-cooked meal!!
It somehow nourishes and cares for every part of me and I do love Him beyond words.
It’s just a different spirit altogether.

I cannot believe how much I’ve written tonight! Lol
I love you all!

08/31/2024

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C8LXsgAs5VL/?igsh=YnV0MGtpZWtmOXd5

This has become my favorite videos as of late!!! (I am not the creator with said comments btw)
I absolutely love these artists and their sense of humor!!
They remind me of “The Kids of Widney High”. So fun!!
I am so going to cover this parody.

I laugh so hard when I sing along.
I think it’s because I am SOO thankful not to be gay anymore! I’m like OMG YES!!! Living under the influence of that spirit was such a hard season for me. Having someone drive that thing out of my life when I was ready to renounce it, has been one of the most valuable moments of my life. I’m sure this is a controversial video and song, but I love it anyway!
In this season of my life, I’m committed to being exactly myself lol which is harder than it looks!!!

I want to offer people a choice.
If you’re over the trans, gay lifestyle, and you would like to begin the journey of embracing your organic s*xuality then you can!
Jesus is our creator and has the authority and the power to make it happen for you.
It’s so refreshing in its simplicity to be attracted to the opposite s*x.

The perverse spirit is so strong that it has the ability to change your natural attractions and desires.
I understand why people get so offended when the world around them does not believe that they were born this way and that it’s OK.
How can you be different?
And how can your feelings be wrong?
But you won’t be able to change on your own. You just can’t.

But Jesus can. He is the Creator. So He has the authority though He will not violate the free will that you were given.

I witnessed someone rebuke this powerful demon and force it to leave my soul and my body in the name of Jesus. They also followed through for me and I was able to meet with someone for a year and two months. They prayed with me weekly, until I was able to maintain this new freedom on my own.

I can NEVER un-experience that moment.
I saw real authority working for me. My gratitude for those who served me into a place of freedom runs SO deep. How can I not offer it to others or at the very least, offer hope for their own freedom, if they’re ready for it.
This is literally, the very LEAST I can do.

You know, I could always go back if I wanted. It’s always been my choice since I left in 2006.
I’ve had enough hurt from my heteros*xual marriage and divorce to justify it.
And I love my gay friends. They are amazing of course.
And I have felt the invitation a few times, for something more.

But my soul just sighs as I remember.

It’s just so bizarre the way that it works in you giving enlightenment and energy. All the while it slowly degrades your inner strength, thinner and thinner you go. Until there’s nothing much left except that spirit alone. At which point you’re living almost exclusively by its power.
This was when I was becoming pretty gay! Lol. When that spirit was driven away and all of its power left, there wasn’t much of me left. I had to be rebuilt and it took some time.

But I hate it in my very core for its cruelty to me. I was raised in a really lovely home with lots of love, but that thing had completely broken me down until I didn’t even want to be around anymore. I had completely lost my love for life!

I really didn’t understand myself at that point and I couldn’t figure out why i was so happy/unhappy.
My first question to God that day was “why am I so f***ed up? “
And that was where we started together.

I think the main reason why I have chosen not to go back is because of the spiritual difference. The spiritual dynamic is SO different. Waking up with the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Purity, the Spirit of Holiness, the Spirit of Power, Wisdom and LOVE… is like waking up to a home-cooked meal!!
It somehow nourishes and cares for every part of me and I do love Him beyond words.
It’s just a different spirit altogether.

I cannot believe how much I’ve written tonight! Lol
I love you all!

08/31/2024

https://www.instagram.com/reel/C8LXsgAs5VL/?igsh=YnV0MGtpZWtmOXd5

This has become my favorite video as of late!!!
I absolutely love these artists and their sense of humor!!
They remind me of “The Kids of Widney High”. So fun!!
I am so going to cover this parody.

I laugh so hard when I sing along.
I think it’s because I am SOO thankful not to be gay anymore! I’m like OMG YES!!! Living under the influence of that spirit was such a hard season for me. Having someone drive that thing out of my life when I was ready to renounce it, has been one of the most valuable moments of my life. I’m sure this is a controversial video and song, but I love it anyway!
In this season of my life, I’m committed to being exactly myself lol which is harder than it looks!!!

I want to offer people a choice.
If you’re over the trans, gay lifestyle, and you would like to begin the journey of embracing your organic s*xuality then you can!
Jesus is our creator and has the authority and the power to make it happen for you.
It’s so refreshing in its simplicity to be attracted to the opposite s*x.

The perverse spirit is so strong that it has the ability to change your natural attractions and desires.
I understand why people get so offended when the world around them does not believe that they were born this way and that it’s OK.
How can you be different?
And how can your feelings be wrong?
But you won’t be able to change on your own. You just can’t.

But Jesus can. He is the Creator. So He has the authority though He will not violate the free will that you were given.

I witnessed someone rebuke this powerful demon and force it to leave my soul and my body in the name of Jesus. They also followed through for me and I was able to meet with someone for a year and two months. They prayed with me weekly, until I was able to maintain this new freedom on my own.

I can NEVER un-experience that moment.
I saw real authority working for me. My gratitude for those who served me into a place of freedom runs SO deep. How can I not offer it to others or at the very least, offer hope for their own freedom, if they’re ready for it.
This is literally, the very LEAST I can do.

You know, I could always go back if I wanted. It’s always been my choice since I left in 2006.
I’ve had enough hurt from my heteros*xual marriage and divorce to justify it.
And I love my gay friends. They are amazing of course.
And I have felt the invitation a few times, for something more.

But my soul just sighs as I remember.

It’s just so bizarre the way that it works in you giving enlightenment and energy. All the while it slowly degrades your inner strength, thinner and thinner you go. Until there’s nothing much left except that spirit alone. At which point you’re living almost exclusively by its power.
This was when I was becoming pretty gay! Lol. When that spirit was driven away and all of its power left, there wasn’t much of me left. I had to be rebuilt and it took some time.

But I hate it in my very core for its cruelty to me. I was raised in a really lovely home with lots of love, but that thing had completely broken me down until I didn’t even want to be around anymore. I had completely lost my love for life!

I really didn’t understand myself at that point and I couldn’t figure out why i was so happy/unhappy.
My first question to God that day was “why am I so f***ed up? “
And that was where we started together.

I think the main reason why I have chosen not to go back is because of the spiritual difference. The spiritual dynamic is SO different. Waking up with the Holy Spirit, the Spirit of Purity, the Spirit of Holiness, the Spirit of Power, Wisdom and LOVE… is like waking up to a home-cooked meal!!
It somehow nourishes and cares for every part of me and I do love Him beyond words.
It’s just a different spirit altogether.

I cannot believe how much I’ve written tonight! Lol
I love you all!

10/13/2023

The idolatry of men and women is the replacement of the beautiful presence of God. I can not get from others through physical or emotional intimacy what I am designed to receive from Him.

He is immeasurably beautiful.
“Beautiful” is one if His names.

His love will lead you out of folly and into Life through His judgements which are desirable beyond everything.

His word will judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart. These things we want to see through his light. Read the scripture and wait for Him to speak. Ask Him to sit as Judge and King over you. It’s amazing. Holiness and purity give love such depth. Wow.

08/19/2023

I adopted a phrase that best captures the experience for me of living under the Lgbtqia2s spiritual blanket.

“It was a carnival in the desert”.

We were all having the best time. My friends were some of the most amazing people. Friends are my favorite. I miss those beautiful people. Ugh I need to see them again! lol 😂

It’s not the easiest thing to describe this spiritual dynamic because life is life and people are people.
Like how did my life change when nothing about my life changed lol

But the spiritual dynamic was like a carnival in the desert for my soul. I was having a great time but the farther I went the more parched I became. After a while you start looking around and saying hey, is anybody else thirsty lol. I tried to ignore it, but the nourishment for my heart and soul was not there.

For me, the interesting thing was that I began with true life in Christ, but I came to a place where I needed more of God. Sometimes on our journey with Christ, the “Level Up” doesn’t look very appealing and that’s where Satan will come in with something “better”.
Sometimes there is a cost associated with moving forward with him and sometimes it’s just a lack of discretion where we don’t know Jesus well enough to continue following Him.

08/13/2023

It’s a funny thing about supporting LBGTQIA2S+.
This god or spiritual power will lend you its “blessing” or a measure of its power in exchange for your vote.
You may be a heteros*xual family with kids and yet still enjoy the blessing and power of this spiritual entity for yourself and your family.
This may come with the favor of man, acceptance in your community or special privilege. There may be financial gain as a result with business opportunities.
Of coarse if you walk down this path there are greater levels of empowerment as you cross lines. That was a big draw for me as I could feel power on the other side of some of the things that I became involved in. But even if you decide to simply lend support to the movement you will receive your share. I’m not an advocate but this is the nature of it.

I think the easiest and most prosperous place to be, in life is to have Jesus and the perverse spirit.
Jesus will not withhold blessing, protection and love from you just because he is not your one and only. That isn’t his nature. Besides many of us have “other gods before him” including myself. It’s a dangerous place to walk and we should correct our devotion as we are able to see it.

First of all we must know him and be able to distinguish the voice, character and nature of our father and creator.
Secondly we needt to see and understand the value of Jesus as king in our hearts and lives. This also takes time.

I would like to offer the idea that, in time the nature of these “other gods” or power centers can also be seen and understood.
This has been the driving force behind my speaking out. On a personal level I have seen and decided that the spirit behind the LBGTQIA2S movement is not friendly.

I use the character from the movie
“Toy Story 3”, in my description of this spirit.
“Lots O Huggin Bear”. It was said of him by “Woody, that, “He wasn’t anybody’s friend”. I can’t say it better than Disney and this is the nature of the spirit behind this movement.
A toy designed for love and affection yet devoid of true love.

I’m not at this time, going to talk about the personal and family cost associated with the support of this movement.
I’m sure there are greater implications than I can see.
And we certainly do not ever need to be rude or hurtful as we share our hearts with people.
As I have said before, my voice is motivated by love.
I have only recently cared enough to speak out and let people know that I think this lifestyle is really hard on your soul and spirit, as it was for mine.
And even though in my experience, i may not have been able to choose another path; Jesus offered me a choice.
He is not bound by what binds us. He is the creator and a creative force. He can restore what he made in you.

It’s remarkable how incredibly complex my thinking was before that spirit was evicted from my soul. It is powerful and highly intelligente.

But if you want to be your natural born s*x, you can. If you want feelings for the opposite s*x, that can be reclaimed as well. If you want to enjoy the pleasure of bringing forth life from your body with a spouse, you can have it! That one experience of procreation was such a life changing experience. Having a baby with my monogamous spouse was the highest relational experience that I have known. I am totally sold on it!!

I know life’s pain and trauma threaten to make us calloused and doubtful of a simple life design but there is healing in the Lords presence. Tons of healing, as much as you want. He is healing. Find Jesus.
You know His name and He will come.

If you seek Him with all of your heart, He will be found by you.

07/13/2023

This is a re-post from my personal fb page.
I wanted to start this page with it…

I want to talk about the spiritual way that I see life and some of my experiences with Pride Life!! 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

I’ve always been sensitive and a “feeler”.
I experience life along those lines. If I meet you, I will probably remember more how you feel, than what you are wearing or what you do. As I have become older my awareness of the spirit realm has grown.
When i was young I was taught to connect with Jesus through prayer and worship.
He is called The Lord of Life which is one of my favorite names for him. His words bring my soul to life and I go back to him again and again. Because of this quality of Life, I consider this connection to be essential to me. He is beautiful.

But Jesus has not been the only spiritual source that I have drawn from. I was deeply “tapped into” what I refer to as the “spirit of perversion” or lust, or “Lust of the flesh”. It’s a spiritual entity or power that many people draw from. It is the same power that fuels the homos*xual/transgender movement.
It is very powerful.
I made a slow transition from my 20s to my 30s until I was feeding mostly from this spiritual entity. I did not realize a transfer of loyalty was happening.
I thought it was all Christianity or faith.
I just wanted freedom to love whomever I wanted and I was in relationships with men and women.

So here is my point, if you’re still with me lol.

I went through an exorcism of sorts. Not completely unlike the movies. I will give details of that experience another time.
But I undeniably saw something that day.
I repented of leaving Gods created design of marriage between man and woman.
My dear friends, the Gallants gave the eviction notice to “the spirit of perversion” stating that the agreements that I had with it were over. It could not stay and I wanted it to leave. They were there to see this through. And it obeyed them(quite unlike the movies). It’s amazing to watch someone work who understands their authority in Christ’s Kingdom.
But I watched this spirit that was powering my life -be called out and forced to leave.
And it left, along with my power, strength energy ect..
I’m not sure what I would have done to get to work on Monday but they also prayed over me to be filled with the Holy Spirit and He revived me in such a beautiful way.

This was my million dollar education.
I now see the “spirit of perversion”everywhere and I have decided not to eat at his table again.
My soul was never nurtured under his hand.
That is one thing he can not do.
It certainly had the power to energize me but somehow my heart suffered at the same time.
Not sure how to land this plane lol so
thank you for reading my experience,
love you all!!!

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