07/29/2025
🧡Update: July 28th, 2025: 🧡
Despite the seemingly never ending challenges or trials, my faith continues to grow. I wish so badly that this was a fully positive update, but the truth is things have been extremely difficult. I started the chemo regiment in June, infusions every three weeks and then daily pills. Well those pills caused a lot of severe side effects, constant nausea day and night, diarrhea, vomiting, complete loss of appetite, mouth sores, dehydration, and overwhelming fatigue all of which lead to great weight loss. Since being on the pills I had only about a week of reprieve, where I could eat regularly and actually get out of the house, until the side effects came back but more intense. So last week my oncologist had me stop the pills and go in for IV hydration and steroids and the side effects all subsided. I’m so grateful that I’ve been able to eat again and do a little more the last 5 days. However, it has become pretty clear that since stopping the pills my lungs are now struggling again and breathing has become labored and strained. With this, I had to start using oxygen again last night, which I was able to stop using about a month and a half ago. So now my oncologist wants me to go back on the pills, but reduce the dose by half until he sees me next Monday.
In the midst of this, I had an MRI and they found 20 new cancerous spots on my brain. Thankfully they are all quite small and my radiologist feels confident that he can get all of them through precision radiotherapy, meaning they will target the spots instead of radiating my entire brain. This should be taking place in the next week or so.
I am doing my best to be present, optimistic, and connected with the wonderful supports I have, both professional and personal. I’m praying and talking to God throughout the days and nights and asking for strength and guidance. Yet, this continues to be a very emotional journey for myself and my family. At this time, I’m still not able to work and we really don’t know what that will look like going forward. Thank you for all the love and support! Please keep praying, sending healing energy, and or positive vibrations our way!
There is so much power in prayer and healing that can be taken from my particular experiences. So please, if you feel compelled to make a positive life change for yourself after reading this, do it. I know in my heart that this healing journey isn’t just for me. ✨
Much love,
Sydni 🧡