Love For Diane

04/07/2020

I Still Can’t Believe Today Is 1 Year That You Passed Away My Diane

I’m living with part of my heart and soul missing, and there is nothing absolutely nothing ~ to compare to this kind of pain.

Each night I put my head to my pillow I try to tell myself I'm strong because I've gone one more day without you..
but sometimes it just don't work...
I miss you like crazy My Diane I can't believe today is 1 year Since you've gone away to heaven, the day that my nightmare began.

Some days,
I feel everything at once.
Other days, I feel nothing at all.
I don't know what's worse:
Drowning beneath the waves
Or dying from the thirst.
Grief can be so Hard...

I miss my Lil lady, My baby girl most commonly goes by Diane. She’s my Princess.

I miss her voice.
I miss her cries.
I miss the way she stuck her tongue out over and over when she liked what she was tasting.
I miss the way she'd pucker her lips for her Mommy kisses'
I miss the way she kept her mouth open for her extra slobbery kisses.
I miss the way she'd melt into cuddles, & made you feel like the most loved person on earth.
I miss how she'd sleep in her letter “C” shape.
I miss how she'd repeatedly cry just to hear her brother say 'it's okay Diane'
I miss watching her argue with her brother first thing in the morning, & just before she went to bed it was there thing.
I miss her holding my hand, especially all night as we slept.
I miss the way she smelled.
I miss putting my face against hers.
Most of all I miss my princess more than anything in the world & sometimes memories are not enough.

I don’t know how to continue living without my world, my everything, my princess....
I know my Diane couldn’t talk she was non verbal; So I was always her voice & I will keep being Diane’s voice until I get I will fight for my lil girl I will make sure this does not happen ever again and that they pay for what they did to my Diane and the other kids. I will be the Voice for the ones that are adopted there and make sure they don’t get placed back again for custody and placed with proper care it’s not right that they were all being neglected by the , , , and everyone else’s that was involved one way or another just because they are non verbal their life’s matter just as much as anyone else’s does! I’m ready for this fight and I will do whatever it takes to get the Justice they rightfully deserve!!

I Love You & Miss You Soo Much My Diane

#4/6/19 

12/17/2019

💥💥💥To All My Family & Friends💥💥💥






Tuesday, December 17 @ 8:00a.m.
****Riverside County Board of Supervisor’s Meeting****
4080 Lemon Street
Riverside, CA

Upcoming Vigil Protests at The County Board of Supervisors in defense of Diane Ramirez, Ryan Morris and all special needs children and adults who were not protected and left either seriously scarred for life, abused or dead.

It’s almost 2020 and these types of atrocities must be put to an end! Not only did children die in the Michelle Morris’ Home but many suffered and continue to suffer from the emotional, psychological, physical and sexual abuse which continued for years as the County allowed for it—knew about it and did nothing to stop it! Instead of protecting the special needs community the County spends a shocking amount of tax payers’ money in attempt to cover up these atrocities and act like it didn’t happen.

Everyone here has first hand experience or knows about the Michelle Morris Home and the outrageous violations against humanity that took place in that home for decades.

We are here to send a powerful message that we want the authorities and courts to seek justice for Diane Ramirez, Ryan Morris and all the innocent, disabled children and adults who have died or suffered from the negligence of the Riverside Department of Social Services, the Sheriff’s Department and District Attorney’s Office, the very organizations that claim to protect us!

****See you at the Vigil Protests this Tuesday!****

12/15/2019

💥💥💥To All My Family & Friends💥💥💥





Two Vigil Protests:

First:
Sunday, December 15th @ 1:00p.m.
Would have been Diane Ramirez’s actual 18th Birthday
****In front of the Michelle Morris Home****
40101 Calle Bandido
Murrieta, CA

Second:
Tuesday, December 17 @ 8:00a.m.
****Riverside County Board of Supervisor’s Meeting****
4080 Lemon Street
Riverside, CA

Two upcoming Vigil Protests at the Michelle Morris Home and the County Board of Supervisors in defense of Diane Ramirez, Ryan Morris and all special needs children and adults who were not protected and left either seriously scarred for life, abused or dead.

It’s almost 2020 and these types of atrocities must be put to an end! Not only did children die in the Michelle Morris’ Home but many suffered and continue to suffer from the emotional, psychological, physical and sexual abuse which continued for years as the County allowed for it—knew about it and did nothing to stop it! Instead of protecting the special needs community the County spends a shocking amount of tax payers’ money in attempt to cover up these atrocities and act like it didn’t happen.

Everyone here has first hand experience or knows about the Michelle Morris Home and the outrageous violations against humanity that took place in that home for decades.

We are here to send a powerful message that we want the authorities and courts to seek justice for Diane Ramirez, Ryan Morris and all the innocent, disabled children and adults who have died or suffered from the negligence of the Riverside Department of Social Services, the Sheriff’s Department and District Attorney’s Office, the very organizations that claim to protect us!

****See you at the Vigil Protests this Sunday and Tuesday!****

12/13/2019

Two Vigil Protests:

First:
Sunday, December 15th @ 1:00p.m.
Would have been Diane Ramirez’s actual 18th Birthday
****In front of the Michelle Morris Home****
40101 Calle Bandido
Murrieta, CA

Second:
Tuesday, December 17 @ 8:00a.m.
****Riverside County Board of Supervisor’s Meeting****
4080 Lemon Street
Riverside, CA

Two upcoming Vigil Protests at the Michelle Morris Home and the County Board of Supervisors in defense of Diane Ramirez, Ryan Morris and all special needs children and adults who were not protected and left either seriously scarred for life, abused or dead.

It’s almost 2020 and these types of atrocities must be put to an end! Not only did children die in the Michelle Morris’ Home but many suffered and continue to suffer from the emotional, psychological, physical and sexual abuse which continued for years as the County allowed for it—knew about it and did nothing to stop it! Instead of protecting the special needs community the County spends a shocking amount of tax payers’ money in attempt to cover up these atrocities and act like it didn’t happen.

Everyone here has first hand experience or knows about the Michelle Morris Home and the outrageous violations against humanity that took place in that home for decades.

We are here to send a powerful message that we want the authorities and courts to seek justice for Diane Ramirez, Ryan Morris and all the innocent, disabled children and adults who have died or suffered from the negligence of the Riverside Department of Social Services, the Sheriff’s Department and District Attorney’s Office, the very organizations that claim to protect us!

****See you at the Vigil Protests this Sunday and Tuesday!****

Diane Ramirez had cerebral palsy but was otherwise healthy. “I’m so confused. I just don’t understand,” says her mother, who wants answers about her daughter’s death.

05/23/2019

I’m filled with mix emotions... angry that this was allowed to keep happening for so many years and it had to be my Princess Diane Princess Ramirez to loose her life in that horrific house, happy that the foster kids have been removed, sad that the adopted ones are still there and suffering by Morris Home, & feeling completely destroyed, tortured, broken, and lost since the day my lil Diane Ramirez passed away💔💔💔 I feel so empty without my lil lady.... I’m emotionally, mentally and physically broken. Just about every single day I find out some horrible insane thing about what was going on in that horror house and it breaks me each time. I don’t understand how the county even allowed this to keep happening and treating all the special needs kids/adults like they don’t matter why because they are non verbal are u fu***ng kidding me!!! I have images that run though my head about my lil girl and what she may have gone through and it rips me up inside I have nightmares about trying to save my babygirl and I can’t I have the image in my head of having to identify my Diane the day she passed that she is my daughter seeing her body lifeless when she was soo full of life and had this brightness to her a smile that can just make anyone’s day....but seeing her that day with vomit going across her face from her nose was the most hardest thing ever in my life and asking her to please just wake up, Diane please wake up!!! I’m here mommy is here please Diane please just squeeze my hand give me something please I’m begging you my princess😢😢💔 but she wasn’t waking up she was gone my world was crashing down on me one of my reasons for living was gone right in front of me because of neglect by the foster home.... I carry so much guilt I can’t even explain....then to have go through the process of picking and choosing a burial site a casket and flowers was hard enough but to walk into the funeral home and seeing my baby lay in that casket destroyed me in every single way it possibly could.... I miss my lil girl and I would do anything to be able to have her back anything!!!!
Let me ask all of u that read my post would u be able to handle loosing ur baby like how I’ve lost mine try to put ur self in my shoes and I bet u the 1st u will say is I can’t even imagine & u can’t.... it’s the worst thing any parent has to go through I don’t know how to continue living with my world my everything my princess....
I know my Diane couldn’t talk she was non verbal; So I was always her voice and I will keep being Diane’s voice until I get I will fight for my lil girl I will make sure this does not happen ever again and that they pay for what they did to my Diane and the other kids I will be the Voice the the ones that are adopted there and make sure they get removed from their custody and placed with proper care it’s not right that they were all being neglected by the foster care home they system, and everyone else’s just because they are non verbal there life’s matter just as much as anyone else’s Does!!! I’m ready for this fight and I will do whatever it takes to get the Justice they rightfully deserve!! It’s going to be hard extremely!! because all I want is my Diane back but I know in my heart she would Not want me to give up and too keep being an advocate for her and all the others. I will Not Stop No Matter What Even if I have to take this to a Federal Level I will!!!
So I ask all of you that have met, loved and got to know my Princess you will All help me to keep being Diane’s voice by sharing Diane’s story by posting this to anyone and everywhere to show support by how ever you can help me be Diane’s voice help me get Justice for her and all the other special needs kids/adults please I’m begging you all for my princess let’s get the Justice she definitely deserves!!!
Please share and repost this and all the articles that have and will come out with
I meet with more news reporters today to keep getting Diane’s story out and to get her Justice and keep helping the ones that need help especially for the non verbal ones they will have a voice through US!!!
#20/20


https://www.google.com/amp/s/www.ocregister.com/2019/05/22/controversial-murrieta-foster-home-operator-surrenders-license-after-girls-death/amp/