There is so much I remember about my mom since she died on January 3, 2008: how tears would form in her eyes when she laughed too hard, how she wanted to celebrate Christmas and New Year’s (hats, streamers and all) despite being in the hospital, how she told me a few days before she passed that I was her perfect daughter. For 2 ½ years my mom battled Bronchioalveolar Lung Cancer (BAC). When I tell
people how she died, their next question is almost always, ‘did she smoke?’ It’s so disheartening that people only associate lung cancer with smokers. While my mother never smoked, no one deserves to suffer with lung cancer. This is why she wanted to see this out – to make others aware that her disease is not uncommon and more needs to be done. My mother had been misdiagnosed for months; it took a trip to Ecuador, where she was born, to receive the second opinion that no one wanted to give her here because running all the exams again would incur more costs that her insurance would not cover. I was angry that we had wasted so much time, that the doctors profiled her because she didn't fit a "profile", and by the time her diagnosis came she was Stage IV....
My mom was 61 when she passed. She met her two grandchildren – including my niece whose smile and laughter are an echo of her own. While undergoing treatment with Tarceva, she fulfilled her dream of going to India. While there, she had a unique experience that affected her faith and love toward mankind. During her visit to St. Thomas Cathedral in Chennai, an Indian lady, named Paulie, who suffers from debilitating rheumatoid arthritis, approached her as she saw my mom leaving the crypt, crying. She looked at my mom and told her in English, “I will pray for you and I bless you”. They hugged and cried together. Paulie was a stranger with a heart of gold; despite her own pain, she was able to feel someone else’s and offer consolation. That is our goal for the South Florida community: give lung cancer patients and their families solace. We want them to know that they are not alone and that more is being done to help them and their future! I know my mom would be very happy with our efforts to fulfill her wish of funding research, finding a cure and removing the stigma around lung cancer. I know she is smiling that huge smile that I now see on my niece’s face. And I know that she's always with us, telling us all “LOS QUIERO…I love you”.