My Sister's Keeper In Memory of Deej

11/16/2023

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=Ws0sCcEf-XQ&si=BR1G0d3kRa6RU6cR

11/11/2023

02/14/2023

🖤🖤🤧

01/31/2023

It will never NOT hurt me, to have to live my life without you

11/15/2022

I’ll never get used to feeling such pain from seeing such beauty… but I’ll thank the universe for every single remembrance of you😔

11/01/2022

Me and mama went to see Aerosmith, you would've loved it😑 I miss you more today than yesterday, and tomorrow doesn't look any different

12/24/2021

Merry Christmas Mamas😭💔💋 I hope you love your new crown, It looked purple in the pictures but it looks blue in real life🤷🏻‍♀️ Amazon be trash my love but I tried girl. I hope you and Papa are making magic up there and sprinkling it down on all of us hurting because you are not here. I keep saying I want this month to end, but truth is next month will just be worse and hurt even more. I will never celebrate or enjoy another birthday again…. because without you I don’t have one. I hate everything about all of this and I will never understand but I will give my all trying to be strong and fake my through the torture and pain till my kids are grown. I miss you Deej, and I’m sorry. Sooooo fu***ng sorry. I hope you can forgive me…. I forgive you, for what it’s worth. I love you baby sister always and forever

11/22/2021

I’m trying so hard to prepare myself and be ready for the 14th to come but I know in my heart and soul that it is going to be one of the hardest days of my life. I never understand why they had to take you… “Amanda It wasn’t supposed to be her” I will hear those words on replay in my head every single day for the rest of my life. It’s crazy how just a few words can cause so much pain and suffering, but She was right…. it was never supposed to be you and I still hold out hope that someday you’re gonna come through the door and end this nightmare, even though I know it’s never gonna happen. holding onto that hope is what helps hold me together

10/12/2021

I look ridiculous 🤣but I love this pic of you🖤

10/12/2021