06/02/2026
Some posts come together quickly.
This wasn't one of them.
Today's blog is a little longer than usual, a little more reflective, and a little more raw. It explores something I've wrestled with for years: trusting God while still wanting desperately to understand.
It's also one of those posts where my neuroextra brain is not intentionally hidden. The questions, the rabbit trails, the revisiting old decisions, the search for meaning—it all made it onto the page.
If you've ever found yourself replaying decisions, wondering whether you did enough, chose wisely enough, or understood clearly enough, I think you'll find something familiar here. Please let me know.
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I trust God. I believe He is good, righteous, and trustworthy. Understanding is the part I struggle with. The older I get, the more I realize that faith isn't always about getting answers. Sometimes it's about taking the next step before you can see the entire bridge.