Another Day, Another "Chance"

10/25/2025

10/22/2025

🤍 grief is the price we pay for love.

10/20/2025

💜

10/20/2025

Life kept moving, even when I didn’t want it to. Some days it feels wrong to smile, to keep going, to breathe without her here. I still wonder who she’d be today… what her laugh would sound like… how she’d light up the room. I should be used to this but I’m not.

The ache of missing her never goes away..it just lives quietly inside me. And somehow, I keep learning to carry it.

10/20/2025

What song always brings your loved one to mind? 🎶
Chance-Love On Top by Beyonce
Daddy-No One in the World by Anita Baker

10/15/2025

God is the One who gives me peace and comfort in the moments my heart aches most. My loved ones aren’t watching over me or sending signs. They’re resting. Whole. Free. Healthy. At peace with Him. If they were watching me, they’d still carry the weight of this world, and I would never want that for them.

What I feel are gentle reminders of their love, and I believe God places those moments in my path to remind me I’m not alone. They rest… and I keep going with their love in my heart. 💜

10/15/2025

You just keep going and cry when you’re alone

10/10/2025

This is the part of child loss that people will never truly understand. I can go months holding it together… and then, out of nowhere, it hits like the first day all over again. I find myself distressed, distraught, and in utter disbelief — just wanting my baby back. And the truth that I’m still learning to live with… is that I’ll always feel this way. This love doesn’t fade. Neither does the ache.

But through the pain, I’ve chosen to let my baby’s memory be a light. A light that reminds others walking this same dark road that they are not alone. If my voice, my story, or even my tears can help someone else breathe through their pain, then Chance’s legacy lives on through me.

Grief doesn’t have an expiration date. But neither does love. 🤍

10/10/2025

Something I will NEVER understand. One minute I’m in the restroom. The next I was calling 911 and she was being airlifted only to die less than 24 hours later. My mind has not made sense of this and it’s been 13 years.

10/07/2025

Some days I miss Chance so much that it physically makes me sick. I hate having dreams about her because in each one, I’m trying to get to her but I can’t. So, I wake up in tears and dread. But I’ve realized that it’s something I’ll have to live with and not get over.