06/15/2026
: 60 years ago, from Merton’s journal of June 14, 1966. Merton’s relationship with M. was discovered by a monk at the gatehouse listening to a phone call he had made. Dom James had been traveling but was informed. Merton decides to face the abbot before being summoned to see him.
Merton records that he “Lately borrowed from Fr. Chrysogonus [Waddell] records of Joan Baez (especially ‘Silver Dagger’!!) and Bob Dylan, which I liked a lot (‘Tombstone Blues’ and ‘There is something happening here and you don’t know what it i-i-s, Do you, Mister Jones?’). Very pointed and articulate.”
Fr. Chrysogonus loaned Merton Bob Dylan’s album Highway 61 Revisited. In 2021, the Merton Center received vinyl records from Gethsemani Abbey’s music collection which included Highway 61 Revisited and others by Dylan as well as albums by Joan Baez, which included a copy of Noël and may have been the copy that Merton listened to when Baez visited Gethsemani and that she gifted to Dom James.
In Merton's heartache over M., he kept playing Baez’s version of the folk tune “Silver Dagger,” which ends, in her rendition, with the lines:
“Go court another …
For I've been warned and I've decided
To sleep alone all of my life.”