02/14/2020
When it comes to God's calling, in light of our shortcomings, saying "no" is often our obvious choice. Walter Brueggemann said this about Moses regarding his physical, mental, and social obstacles: “When God calls you, He calls you warts and all.”
When the Lord began speaking to me about starting a women's community Bible study, I felt unbelievably inadequate. I had so many "warts" (some voluntary, some imposed by others, and some natural) that I believed another woman would be better suited for the calling.
For the first two years, as each Tuesday night would roll around, I would wonder if anyone would show up for My Gal Tuesday Bible study, and when they did, I continued to wonder, "why?"
The truth was, I struggled to see past my warts. They glared like headlights in a night, leaving me feeling overly inadequate. But, something deep within continued to push me to say "yes," even though everything in me wanted to say "no."
I’ve learned something about warts. If and when others see them, the response tends not to be, “look at your wart” but, “I have one too.”
Responding to God’s call, in obedience, requires us to bring our inadequacies to the table, forcing full honesty with self and God. When this happens, instead of our flaws instigating failure, God redirects them to ignite something new within our integrity and inner strength. Our questions pivot from, "Will anyone come?" to "Who will come next?" Or from, "Will I be able to ____?" to "What do I get to do next?"
If God is calling you, embrace your warts. Don't let them misguide you into saying "no." The reality is, they are part of His plan because they are part of you. Our warts make us human and draw us to one another; they help cultivate an authentic life; they illuminate what only God can do. So, as God calls you, instead of viewing your warts as a stopping point, consider they might be the perfect components for Him to create something new. Say, "yes."