10/20/2024
Acts 12
Why Me? Why Not Me?
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It seems like the human condition is to always look for a formula that will help us get the best out of life. How can I live to avoid the most suffering and reap the most rewards? What can I do to guarantee the longest, healthiest life possible?
Some people believe that the answer lies in the accumulation of wealth. “If I have enough money, I can remain in control, and I won’t need to be dependent on anybody. I can do whatever I want and when I grow old, I can ensure that I will be cared for well.
Some people believe it is in being religious. or, as we say it today, “in being good.” If I follow the rules and obey God, God will bless me with long life and prosperity! Isn’t that in the Bible?
Another approach is: if I exercise and eat healthily, eat right and get enough sleep, I will live into old age and avoid most of the aches and pains that I see others have who sit around, watch TV, or other screens, don’t eat right and do all sorts of other unhealthy things. I’ll be better than them because I’m, “doing it right!” I know, nobody would think like that here!
Kathy and I are kind of going through this right now, especially after my diagnosis of brain cancer. You know, we’re not exactly content with just depending on the pharmaceutical approach to trying to stay healthy, so we’ve also been looking at diet to see if there is anything we can do to improve my chances for long term survival. I am amazed at the variety of opinions there are on the subject! First, there’s the Mediterranean diet. That’s probably the closest to how we eat now, chicken, fish, vegies, salads, olive oil, nuts and seeds; you know.
Then, there’s the debate over whether or not sugar feeds cancer. Wholistic practitioners say yes, oncologists say “no.” So, who are you going to believe? To that end, there’s the Keto diet and the vegan diet. Then, there are those who haven’t changed their diets at all. But, guys, you’ll like this one the best. The other evening, a friend of mine, who is a cancer survivor, sent me his diet; “The Carnivore diet!” Check this out. (I would be happy to help you with it. We keep it pretty simple, eating a routine of things. We eat a 3 egg, 3 meat omelet at around 9:00am, then snack on jerky. Watch the jerky because some can be high in sugar. We have also made our own jerky. in the oven. Then we eat a steak around 6:00 or so, depending on our activity and the weather! For steaks we mostly eat chuck eye or NY strip. We just bought a bunch of NY strips from Ebels for $7.95/lb. Usually 8 oz steaks because they get smaller beef for some reason. We also make chicken thighs in the air fryer and use “Head Country” seasoning on them…they are the best! Tonight we had baby back ribs (on sale at Ebels) in the crock pot with “Chupacobra” rub on them. Very tasty! FYI, we typically do not spend more on groceries than prior to this way of eating.
Also, add cheese and butter to your diet to pick up the fat content. No veggies? Not with carnivore… beef, bacon, cheese, and eggs. What are the specific benefits associated with carnivore, besides the tasty meat? We feel better..healthier. There are many auto immune benefits. For an over eater, a high protein diet leaves you feeling fuller longer, and keeps me away from eating bad stuff. Our main motivation was loosing weight, but it also made our life simpler.. grocery shopping is a snap, and cooking is easy..especially if you have an air fryer. Our frig and cabinets are mostly bare, but the freezer is full. Some carnivores eat steak 3x a day, but we just couldn’t do that at current prices, and you don’t need to. That kind of diet is being referred to as the Lion Diet.
“But, what happens when the formula fails? What happens when you’ve done all you know to do, right, and the bad that you’ve been trying to avoid, happens anyway? What then? Did God fail? Was the formula wrong? What are we to think? I’m amazed at how many church goers have said to me, when they are enduring a trial, “Why me? I’ve tried to be a good person. Why is this happening to me?”
Well, let’s get into reading Acts 12:1-19: and see if there’s any help for us there. 12 It was about this time that King Herod arrested some who belonged to the church, intending to persecute them. 2 He had James, the brother of John, put to death with the sword. 3 When he saw that this met with approval among the Jews, he proceeded to seize Peter also. This happened during the Festival of Unleavened Bread. 4 After arresting him, he put him in prison, handing him over to be guarded by four squads of four soldiers each. Herod intended to bring him out for public trial after the Passover.
5 So Peter was kept in prison, but the church was earnestly praying to God for him.
6 The night before Herod was to bring him to trial, Peter was sleeping between two soldiers, bound with two chains, and sentries stood guard at the entrance. 7 Suddenly an angel of the Lord appeared and a light shone in the cell. He struck Peter on the side and woke him up. “Quick, get up!” he said, and the chains fell off Peter’s wrists.
8 Then the angel said to him, “Put on your clothes and sandals.” And Peter did so. “Wrap your cloak around you and follow me,” the angel told him. 9 Peter followed him out of the prison, but he had no idea that what the angel was doing was really happening; he thought he was seeing a vision. 10 They passed the first and second guards and came to the iron gate leading to the city. It opened for them by itself, and they went through it. When they had walked the length of one street, suddenly the angel left him.
11 Then Peter came to himself and said, “Now I know without a doubt that the Lord has sent his angel and rescued me from Herod’s clutches and from everything the Jewish people were hoping would happen.”
12 When this had dawned on him, he went to the house of Mary the mother of John, also called Mark, where many people had gathered and were praying. 13 Peter knocked at the outer entrance, and a servant named Rhoda came to answer the door. 14 When she recognized Peter’s voice, she was so overjoyed she ran back without opening it and exclaimed, “Peter is at the door!”
15 “You’re out of your mind,” they told her. When she kept insisting that it was so, they said, “It must be his angel.”
16 But Peter kept on knocking, and when they opened the door and saw him, they were astonished. 17 Peter motioned with his hand for them to be quiet and described how the Lord had brought him out of prison. “Tell James and the other brothers and sisters about this,” he said, and then he left for another place.
18 In the morning, there was no small commotion among the soldiers as to what had become of Peter. 19 After Herod had a thorough search made for him and did not find him, he cross-examined the guards and ordered that they be executed.
Then Herod went from Judea to Caesarea and stayed there. 20 He had been quarreling with the people of Tyre and Sidon; they now joined together and sought an audience with him. After securing the support of Blastus, a trusted personal servant of the king, they asked for peace, because they depended on the king’s country for their food supply.
21 On the appointed day Herod, wearing his royal robes, sat on his throne and delivered a public address to the people. 22 They shouted, “This is the voice of a god, not of a man.” 23 Immediately, because Herod did not give praise to God, an angel of the Lord struck him down, and he was eaten by worms and died.
24 But the word of God continued to spread and flourish.
Barnabas and Saul Sent Off
25 When Barnabas and Saul had finished their mission, they returned from Jerusalem, taking with them John, also called Mark.
Today, we are focused on the lives of two of the apostles. Both of them walked with Jesus from the beginning. Both of them were in Jesus’ inner circle. They saw the transfiguration, they walked further into the garden with Jesus on the night He was betrayed. Both knew Jesus. They loved Him, they were both, what we would consider the upper tier of leadership in the fledgling church. Yet, God dealt with each of them very differently. Comparing would have crippled them, but instead, they trusted. The results were different, but the message remained the same.
So, here’s where I’m at now. Many people know the Bible story in the book of Exodus of Moses leading the Israelites to cross the Red Sea on dry ground when the Egyptian army thought they had them trapped. My Red Sea right now is facing this fast-acting lethal brain cancer diagnosis. Treatment is holding it at bay for now. I loved a comment I read about wanting both faith to live and courage to die. And as long as I am alive, I want to keep the faith and walk home toward the Promised Land alongside others, confident of ultimate victory because Jesus has conquered death for us!
One more thought based on the parting of the Red Sea. What I want is miraculous healing, the Red Sea parted, and Dr’s amazed at No Evidence of Disease! What I will surrender to is the humiliation of shaving my head completely to wear an electronic skull cap that generates an electric field to hinder/prevent further cancer growth. My faith is still in God more than medicine as I walk through this with hope and joy.
I also reflect on the other side of this coin: 1 Cor. 6:19-20 says, Do you not know that your bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, who is in you, whom you have received from God? You are not your own; 20 you were bought at a price." That means God owns me and has obligated himself to take good care of me. He keeps his word.
I am definitely wanting more time with my family.
On death and dying I guess I'm trying to be like Jesus. “Not my will but thine be done.” Nevertheless, if there is a way to live longer that's my prayer. I am trying to fully surrender to God's will for the events to come in my future, however long or short it may be and I am grateful that unlike so many people's experiencing God's absence in trials and tribulations, like Job, I have more richly experienced his presence, like I'm walking right beside the Good Shepherd, his rod his staff literally comforting me as I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, which immediately brings tears to my eyes because I still want to live too.
It's kind of like totally trusting God while we walk through the wilderness too, really believing that tomorrow morning there will be more manna to collect, to keep me alive another day.