In Loving Memory Of Karen "Karebear" Stoute

12/25/2019

I wish you were still here.... Im missing you fearce today, lovebug. I love you so much.

Mama

12/02/2019

I haven't written in awhile.

I guess life has been... Overwhelming.

Never a day passes that Karen isn't on my mind. I've been struggling really hard this year. I'm not sure why this year is any different but Karen has been on my mind nonstop. In 2 days, it'll make 9 years that i got the awful phone call from her father telling me there was an accident and I needed to get to the hospital immediately. That means my baby will be gone for almost 9 years.
She would've been 14 now. I've missed 9 years of her life because of a horrible and dreadful freak accident that took her away from me.
I pray every day that heaven is real so that I can see my baby again one day. I love her so much.
♥️♥️♥️♥️

*Mamma*

08/26/2018

Tomorrow would be a milestone birthday for you. Youd be turning 13. A teenager. My little girl would be a teenager. I can not believe its been almost 8 years. My heart hurts as tho it was just yesterday that everything happened. It isn't fair. I keep telling myself how unfair it is that your life was taken away, not that it changes anything. Your still gone. My heart is still broken and a huge piece of my soul still missing. What I wouldn't give to have you here, bouncing around my house dancing, making everyone laugh and the home always bright because of your smile. Your so very missed and so very loved. That will never change.
So happy early 13th birthday to you, my sunshine, my lovebug , my heart and soul.

❤❤❤❤
Mamma

12/02/2017

Mama was finally able to get this done. It's so beautifully done. The pictures do it no justice. It exceeded my expectations. I'm so in love with it and Karen I love you so much.

11/28/2017

08/27/2017

Well, today would've been your 12th birthday. Time flies by way too fast. I wake up, every day with with my normal what ifs, but on your birthdays I wake up with so many more what ifs, my heart & soul hurts. I miss you so much and think about you every single day. Even though you aren't here, I continue to love you more and more every single day. I sure hope grandma Shirley is making sure your birthday is extra special up there, she always made mine special. I love you, Karen. To the very depths of my soul, I love and miss you so much.
Mamma

❤❤❤❤❤

12/06/2016

I miss you. I honestly don't even know what to say today. Woke up to other people saying plenty, I guess.

I love you so very much.
Mama

12/01/2016

Almost 6 years later and I still randomly burst into tears bc your gone. I miss everything about you so much.
I miss you so much my heart hurts.
I love you Karen.
Momma

08/18/2016

I found this going through some photos. Don't know if I've ever shared it. But this day was one of sarinas Olympic says at school and we all went to watch. Karen kept taking Bris hat and being so goofy. I caught this face she was making and it became one of my favorite photos of her. It shows her character. Goofy. Trying to make others laugh. She was just an amazing child and I miss her more than anything. My heart hurts so bad that she isn't here.
I love you so much karebear.
-mommy-

07/31/2016

01/24/2016

Going through my paperwork and finding tons of pics. This was taken in 2007-ish. This smile was all her. This smile lighted up the world! Lighted up my entire world. ....I love you karen and miss you more than anything.
-mamma-