09/05/2024
Placesetting (from the book Renting Pews by JS Moore)
By then I knew that everything good and bad left an emptiness when it stopped. But if it was bad, the emptiness filled up by itself. If it was good you could only fill it by finding something better.
-Hemingway
Went to sign in at Zaiden's school Abraham Lincoln Elementary to eat lunch with him in the cafeteria but signing in at the kiosk like normal there is an error message which states unable to proceed, contact the front desk. The clerk Kathy prints out the nametag/sticker but totally loses color in her face as if she has a secret when she says it just means there's some offender with my same name. Bah. Balderdash. The school is totally a part of this big cover up and conspiracy where they did not report in 2022 and 2023 on numerous occasions when Zaiden showed up to school injured and making disclosures of child abuse to his teachers and the counselor. This prevented any investigation. Now I'm gonna have lunch with the boy.
Zaiden is elated to have a visitor. It is unexpected I would surprise him but I try to do this as often as I am able. His little classmates try and sit next to me but I save my son a seat. He comes over smiling with his cafeteria tray of corn, mini-corndogs, and chocolate milk.
I cooked fried rice and carrots with onions and peppers and eat them with chopsticks. I hand Zaiden his size chopsticks and he eats his corn and corn dogs with them. The other kids are surprised how proficient he is with the chopsticks. He tells them it just takes plenty of practice. Once done eating I notice the school counselor Tammy Williams and school resource officer Payton Smith with KPD are hovering close by. That's a first for me to see them in the cafeteria and maybe they have some other reason to be in there but standing so close to myself and my son. Who knows. But I do not trust the city of Kingsport nor it's school system and definitely not the police to do the right thing or follow the law since I haven't had a great experience at all when it has came to the safety of my child. If I had full custody I would have him either at a county school, a private school or would teach him myself. There's a man named Jeff Fleming whom is a former city manager for the city and his overpaying job now is to recruit people from other areas - mostly other states from the middle class or higher - to relocate to Kingsport. He feeds them the usual bu****it, but fails to mention our healthcare system Ballad Healthcare has the lowest rated healthcare not just in the region but in the Southeastern United States. Hands down winner there. Should be transparent about things life that, don't you think? Anyway, it was still a good visit with my favorite person in the entire world.
When it was time for me to return him yesterday evening he first pretended to have fallen asleep but when I asked him to ready his things he said he was unwell. I asked what was wrong and he just started crying, "I don't want to go." Now if it were up to me he would never go back there. He's gone through so much in his six years but more importantly those persons in positions of authority like law enforcement, child services and the educational system have largely failed him and protected the actual offenders. My son could not have made these stories up - and even when he has the bruises to back up his story - the narrative is continually shaped by people whom are either leveraged in some way or influenced in how to do their actual jobs by someone outranking them. I will continue to name off these individuals as I make the time to write it down. What do I have to lose? They are already trying to silence me through the court and through intimidation tactics. Oh yeah,. almost forgot about the man at the bottom of the hill named Fink who has been following me and harassing me on the roads in his older model blue Honda Accord. I've taken his picture and am well aware he mustn't be trusted. And he doesn't care who is in the car with me, he is straight dangerous and a bully. He has a few chapters coming up anyway as I've already written about him previously yet haven't published it yet about when he vandalized my home in 2022 and no one would even investigate because he was a disgraced Gate City Police Chief but working his way back up in private security. Back to the lunch experience and apologies on the ramble. Went to sign out as usual since I had a nametag printed upon entering and "Oh no," Kathy states, "I'm gonna have to sign you out as well." "Have a nice day," I tell her and I leave. Phew! Never a dull moment.
Suggested Listening: Comedown by Bush and Great Love of My Life by Kate Wolf
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