04/16/2025
4/17/25 will be 8 months since Aiden left this place. The days don't get easier, sometimes I think they're getting harder. I just keep taking the next step bc I know I need to keep moving .
It's been hard for us all. But we are still going, still doing our best to push through the unsurmountable grief and still live this life with out him. .I've already sat straight faced through so many holidays and yet
Easter approaches and Summer begins soon....my mind wanders to memories of fun...I want to take you to the river see you playing in the water and the sand. I want to hear your laughter see your sweet smile and feel your warm soft touch. I want to relive those happy days to feel that happiness with you again...
Life continues around us. Somedays we manage to muddle through have some smiles and laughs otherdays well aren't so grand... add to that masking from the world bc well if you don't work you don't survive...its quite exhausting.
I'm continuing to look forward and upward bc despite how I feel this strength will carry me until I'm done here.
a mother missing a peice of her soul
