08/08/2026
It’s amazing how sometimes, the little things can bring you to your knees. I have been traveling a lot lately on business so the days have been a bit of a blur. I was cleaning my home office this morning and came across these two items. They made me pause for a moment… not because I don’t think about Taylor Steele on the daily but because they both brought a different set of memories flooding back to me. Tay’s Captain band served her like a badge of courage. She played her heart out for her teammates even when she felt like crud after a chemo treatment. She was proud to lead her team, work hard and have a tribe with amazing girls. She was always there for her people. No matter what! The bead fused puppy was made in the hospital, a couple of weeks prior to her gaining her wings. She sat with 2 pediatric patients in the playroom. One was battling brain cancer the other leukemia. Both were under the age of 6. Taylor was 17. To watch her interact and make fused bead creations with these two young patients while making them laugh and forget for just a moment, was priceless. While I was in this walk down memory lane I received 2 text messages from some very special people. I hadn’t thought about today’s date yet today. In fact, I hadn’t thought about the date yesterday either since I was on and off planes all day. Their kind texts reminded me that today marks 15 years since I got to hold my sweet daughter’s hand and say goodbye. 15 years!!! I wasn’t sure how I was going to make it through the first day let alone first year on this day 15 years ago.
I was speaking at a conference this week in Kansas and the KC Wolf spoke right before me. This man with a handful of Super Bowl rings spoke about many things but one of which was losing his wife to cancer recently. We had a chance to speak for a moment after and I told him Tay’s story. He asked how I got through it. I told him day by day and sometimes hour by hour. By leaning on faith and that you don’t get over grief, you get through it. It doesn’t really get better, it just gets different. Dan (KC Wolf) is a man of faith and as tears welled up he said he knew that would get to celebrate with his wife again someday. He’ll be just fine! 💛
It is these interactions in life that remind me that Taylor is always with me. 15 years ago she got her wings but she flys with me each and every day! Kisses to Heaven, love you Tay, miss you always.