10/05/2026
During this Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month, we are honored to share bereaved donor Courtney’s story about the loss of her twin boys and how she found comfort as she grieves through milk donation. Follow along this week as Courtney tells her story:
Part 1: In the NICU
My husband, Kameron, and I spent two and a half years struggling with early pregnancy loss. We experienced four miscarriages before we conceived Hank and Graham, so when we found out we were expecting twins, they felt like little miracles from the very beginning.
They arrived much earlier than we ever imagined, but the moment they came earthside was still one of the greatest moments of our lives. Both of my sons were admitted to the NICU as micro-preemies. They were born at 23 weeks and 6 days, and each weighed under two pounds.
My NICU experience changed me forever. It taught me that even the smallest amount of time can hold an immeasurable amount of love, and that every life - no matter how small - is profoundly valuable. During that week, I had to find strength I didn't know I had. I spent countless hours beside their beds - reading to them, listening to their doctors, praying over them, loving them, crying over them, and simply being their mother. It changed the way I understood time, the value of human life, and the importance of care in ways I will carry with me forever.
My sons, Hank and Graham, changed my life forever. There was so much love packed into those days. As painful as that week was, I would live it over and over again if it meant having those days with my sons. I am so grateful for every minute I was given with them.