07/25/2026
I’ve been quiet as I’ve been sitting with news that feels like déjà vu. Last summer we learned Dashel had one of the most aggressively growing Sub Aortic Membranes they’d ever seen. We spent the next 6 months dreading the inevitable and we faced a 3rd open heart surgery last January. Our July echo has met us with what feels like a similar fate. “I suspect it’s growing back already.” Any appointment the word “surgery” is mentioned, you leave different than you came.
But there’s been a shift in my heart this time. A shift that is immensely different than last year. Do I still feel all of the same emotions? Absolutely. But alongside every moment of anger, sadness, and fear, walks faith, acceptance, and gratitude. Because I’ve finally learned I’m not meant to take this walk alone. Grace has been with me the whole time, and it’s in moments like these that I’m reminded of that. It wasn’t until this last surgery that I truly learned how to surrender. And I know that entering into another hard season, I’ll be met with the same test.
This quiet moment reminded me of all the Grace, faith, blessings, love, and purpose this life holds for me. A simple moment of adorableness I went to capture on a hard morning, and as I did, something deeply meaningful appeared in his shadow. A perfect heart, formed naturally by his little body, and the very Light that protects it.
Our Dashel Ray of sunshine. ☀️ Our Heart Warrior who constantly teaches us in ways I truly believe God sent him here to.
If you’re reading this through a hard Heart Mama season, know that it’s never too late to find your surrender. And when you do, I know that your heart will shift, too. It’s from this place that I write my Heart Mom book, and I can’t wait to share it with you❤️🩹