04/06/2026
These storms Man o Man these last few days have been eye opening to say the least. I am so glad that no-one got hurt, I know properties did but those can be replaced. Praise God!! Today has a few meanings to me.First if means Our Lord Our Savior has RISEN!!! it is a beautiful day. the Second meaning of today makes me sad. this day starts a ripple effect that happened 21 years ago. this is the day that my father died. The day his suffering stopped and ours began. some tell me it's been 21 years get over it. How? When every year feels like that day all over again. How do I forget that pain? Yes I know my father is in heaven with my other Father but my flesh wants him here with me. with his grandkids his great grandkids my mother.yes I know that we do not like forever but he would be 77 this year was young. he's been gone half may life. my grandkids don't know him my kids didn't get a chance to know him like I did. so yes today is one to celebrate and I do but my heart is saddened as well. because I know the rest of the week will bring. The 7th they would have been married 57 years (spent their anniversary in the funeral home) the 8th we buried him the 10-th is another day of joy and saddness. not only is it my oldest birthday but I lost my best friend/brother on that day as well. The man to some was a menace a waste but to me and my children was their uncle my brother that would help them with their homework buy them birthday Christmas presents or hey you look like you need a new bike here you go. when my half brother died at 38 they did an emergency heart Cath on me and what happened he came over did homework made sure baths were done supper was done took care of me and not ONE TIME did he ask for anything in return. he would come spend the weekend with me and the kids and they knew their Uncle and them would be making cookies lol. big kid when he was with them. he too died at 38. so yes I celebrate our SAVIOR has Risen and yes I celebrate the good times and the things we got to do together but y heart is saddened and heavy for their not here with me. But I know I will be with them ALL at the same place when it's my time to go home. So please cherish the time you have with your family. if you disagree apologize if if you weren't wrongfully because trying to prove a point or saying until they apologize I am not going around kinda attitude, might cost you more than your pride or whatever point you are trying to get to. Love is love no matter if you are right or wrong because there is no right or wrong there is ONLY LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!
