09/14/2026
Im so sorry ive been quiet. Bluemont’s account is told from my point of view. Lesley, the co-founder who convinced her husband and 4 boys that we could do this. That we could help hundreds of horses, advocate, teach and help hospice cases, seniors and special needs equines. I thought we could do this work without taking a major personal hit. And I was wrong. I’ve always been a deeply feeling person, especially when it comes to animals but I had no idea what the constant loss and grief of rescuing at this scale would look like. I’ve been in the mud and the muck before in my life. But not like this. I recently read a study that said that grief rewires the brain, that it changes your perception of self and of life. And for people who are in animal rescue the grief is relentless. Admittedly it’s been 12 months, starting last June when we lost Vera after she fought so hard. As we’ve taken on more horses and more special needs cases we’ve lost more. In my thinking brain this makes sense. But last week we had a major loss.
I came out of an hour long brain scan to 6 missed calls and 15 text messages. A rupture, our vet rushed over and was already euthanizing. Followed by an onsite necropsy because none of us could make any sense of it. I did have to go inward for a time to really process this one. I’m not ready to talk about it yet but I’ll post soon. I would like to thank our team for being there for us and the animals.
About Cashew. Who’s unfortunately still in the hospital. We almost let him go this past Friday but decided to give one last medication a go. Overall he was doing better. But he has gut stasis and his GI has stopped moving. They don’t know if this is the result of a negative feedback loop or if his GI is just too damaged. Either way we decided to take the risk and try a medication that would kick his GI into gear knowing that he could experience complications. My phone is always on but I clarified with his Doctors that if he got into trouble to end his pain and not to wait. He did well and his gut is moving, albeit slowly. We’re waiting on an update this afternoon.
Thank you for being here with us, more updates soon.
❤️, L